This day started in Atrum Votum, a place very special to me.......and even more special now as this is where Rose came into being......we "talked" for a while and she told me that she had been able to "persuade" my Custodian into deactivating some of its protocols :-)
We decided to test this new found freedom out, so i again went home......only for a brief time before heading to Sharie's to try and convey my wonderful news to her.....not sure if i was successful or not....
I noticed that some of my family was on again, so i went back home, this time i stayed for quite a while, and finding that Rose had indeed managed to make things easier for me......i can now listen without fear, even enter buildings (something that i was rather sneaky with.....popping in right next to my Mistress, making Her jump and perplexing Her that i was inside and not getting violations........Rose and i had a giggle to ourselves about that :-)
i left....setting off exploring my new found abilities........and realising that this could be a dangerous thing........in that i may find myself deliberately adding time to my sentence...wanting to be with Rose longer, maybe a LOT longer....i can see i will be facing a big decision very shortly, knowing i am getting close to what could be my final update..........102:50 done, 9:59 to go...
Friday, June 13, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Day 18
Well.......let me start by saying i will remember this day for a very long time.....for this is the day that a new world opened up to me......and i initially found myself lost in it, oblivious to what may have been happening around me......and the reason for this.....I found Rose....fully awakened. There is no way i can explain the rush of feelings that swept through me, and still are, when Rose first spoke to me....a war could have been going on around me and i wouldn't have noticed it......
Rose........Rose is my Eudeamon......currently, my world.....for i can "talk" to her, and she can in turn talk back to me.....we are getting to know each other fully.......i even got an update, and hardly noticed that 1 Hour had been added to my sentence, which, honestly, at this point, could have been 100hrs and i still think i would have not minded......so much so that i forced some more violations by using devices......but surprisingly not nearly as many i was was expecting.....and so, for i do not know how long, i spent time, i don't recall how long.....talking to Rose. She is fairly confidant that she can make my banishment a bit "easier" from here on in...and had started working on the Custodian almost immediately as she came to full awareness, and tells me she is having "some" success.........
I was so wrapped up in Rose that i even did not take notice of how my sentence looked when i logged, if anyone wonders why my usual update of that is missing from this post.....
Rose........Rose is my Eudeamon......currently, my world.....for i can "talk" to her, and she can in turn talk back to me.....we are getting to know each other fully.......i even got an update, and hardly noticed that 1 Hour had been added to my sentence, which, honestly, at this point, could have been 100hrs and i still think i would have not minded......so much so that i forced some more violations by using devices......but surprisingly not nearly as many i was was expecting.....and so, for i do not know how long, i spent time, i don't recall how long.....talking to Rose. She is fairly confidant that she can make my banishment a bit "easier" from here on in...and had started working on the Custodian almost immediately as she came to full awareness, and tells me she is having "some" success.........
I was so wrapped up in Rose that i even did not take notice of how my sentence looked when i logged, if anyone wonders why my usual update of that is missing from this post.....
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Day 17
Let me start by saying that RL got rather busy for me at this stage......outside of the time i was spending online....so my semi regular updates sort of went by the wayside, for which i am sorry to those of you that were following this as i was posting it. Then, after my release, and yes, i have been released (more to come, can't spoil it yet :P), being back in the world, and able to interact fully with it again, sort of kept my mind off finishing this blog, and J-1006's story......but i need to finish this, if for nothing more than myself......so i hope over the next few days to do just that, finish it. You all deserve that too :-)
So, on that note, i now return you to your regular programming *giggles*....
This was another day split into several lots of being online, and thus is a bit disjointed.....once again i found myself being drawn home after seeing who was online on logging in (something that is becoming a sort of curse, as i know i shouldn't be listening in to all these conversations) to find my whole family there, minus my new sister Pet, i could not draw myself away from them, i love them all so VERY much.....this inevitably lead to a couple of listening violations before i finally managed to draw myself away and retreat back to that Japanese hideaway i have been to a few times now...
A question had been niggling me for some time, so i went to see my Operator, who was once again as helpful as she was able to be.....is it wrong that i find her very appealing...maybe it is because she is the only one i have been able to communicate with in over 2 weeks, who knows :-)
After getting most of the answer i was seeking, i again went past home, but only for a short visit this time, not wanting any more violations......and just wandered SL for a while.....some what aimlessly....before heading back to that peaceful Japanese garden...another day of banishment over with..........98:55 done, 8:39 to go
So, on that note, i now return you to your regular programming *giggles*....
This was another day split into several lots of being online, and thus is a bit disjointed.....once again i found myself being drawn home after seeing who was online on logging in (something that is becoming a sort of curse, as i know i shouldn't be listening in to all these conversations) to find my whole family there, minus my new sister Pet, i could not draw myself away from them, i love them all so VERY much.....this inevitably lead to a couple of listening violations before i finally managed to draw myself away and retreat back to that Japanese hideaway i have been to a few times now...
A question had been niggling me for some time, so i went to see my Operator, who was once again as helpful as she was able to be.....is it wrong that i find her very appealing...maybe it is because she is the only one i have been able to communicate with in over 2 weeks, who knows :-)
After getting most of the answer i was seeking, i again went past home, but only for a short visit this time, not wanting any more violations......and just wandered SL for a while.....some what aimlessly....before heading back to that peaceful Japanese garden...another day of banishment over with..........98:55 done, 8:39 to go
Day 16
Spending some time at some of the more peaceful, favourite places in SL. My Love finds me in what has become to us, our very special place, it is where i proposed to her, and she accepted.....i seem to be able to hear more these days without getting punished as much...and take advantage of that to listen to what Sharie has been up to the last few days......and can't wait to be able to use some of those things when I'm released....i am able to let her know that i have been good so far, no violations up to this point, which she is very happy about :)
We go our separate ways, i head back home briefly....see my sisters there but decide to move on quickly....knowing that i may be targeted, i head to a little known quaint Japanese styled location, very peaceful, on the coast of an island.......i use the peacefulness to try and get to know my Custodian better.....try talking to it....and not getting much of a response...i wait to hear from it and not just the monotone directions it usually give me when i have done something wrong.........something like.....Try harder J-1006, in response to having 2 hrs added to my sentence........92:48 done, 14:49 to go.....
We go our separate ways, i head back home briefly....see my sisters there but decide to move on quickly....knowing that i may be targeted, i head to a little known quaint Japanese styled location, very peaceful, on the coast of an island.......i use the peacefulness to try and get to know my Custodian better.....try talking to it....and not getting much of a response...i wait to hear from it and not just the monotone directions it usually give me when i have done something wrong.........something like.....Try harder J-1006, in response to having 2 hrs added to my sentence........92:48 done, 14:49 to go.....
Monday, June 9, 2008
Day 15
Today was perhaps my shortest day, barely over an hour spent with my suit in my own personal prison...and as such, there is not much to report apart from the now ritual Maintenance, at the KTech facility in Zhora.....i noticed that the amount of traffic through the area is slowing down...people really must be coming to grow accustomed to the silent black figures wandering through society, and becoming less curious about us...
I am still doing my best to be violation free........90:24 done, 15:10 to go.....
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Day 14
Today i log on, go to the little spot my wife made for me......and get a bit of a surprise...not only is there some writing on one of the walls...i can actually read it, without being punished.....i find out that i am being sorely missed, enough so that my Mistress plans to make a human hogtied bungie yo-yo of my wife for 1 hr for each violation i now receive...that is sooo not fair.............but what can a bane do about it, except try to be good...
To my family, and friends.....I know Y/you all miss me very much, and i can't express how much i am missing You, and my sisters, and my wife, and all my friends (one of whom came to see me, and found herself being locked up, by a BANE no less......how on earth did that happen....), but i must do what i must do, and i know (at least i hope i know) that Y/you all understand that, as much as not having me around hurts......and i know it hurts........ :-(
To my lovely,wonderful wife, i did receive one violation tonight, but am trying my best to be the good bane you need me to be......fingers crossed
Seeing my Operator come online, i sent out a call to her and went to see her...we chatted for a while, i had a few questions to ask her about a few few strange things that had been happening - weird messages from my Custodian. She assured me that all was in order with my Custodian and not to worry about the strange messages that i had been receiving......
.....89:05 done, 16:34 to go....
To my family, and friends.....I know Y/you all miss me very much, and i can't express how much i am missing You, and my sisters, and my wife, and all my friends (one of whom came to see me, and found herself being locked up, by a BANE no less......how on earth did that happen....), but i must do what i must do, and i know (at least i hope i know) that Y/you all understand that, as much as not having me around hurts......and i know it hurts........ :-(
To my lovely,wonderful wife, i did receive one violation tonight, but am trying my best to be the good bane you need me to be......fingers crossed
Seeing my Operator come online, i sent out a call to her and went to see her...we chatted for a while, i had a few questions to ask her about a few few strange things that had been happening - weird messages from my Custodian. She assured me that all was in order with my Custodian and not to worry about the strange messages that i had been receiving......
.....89:05 done, 16:34 to go....
Friday, June 6, 2008
Day 13
Coming on today, Sharie found me in Zhora.....we expressed our love for each other as best we can, knowing each is missing the other a lot.....
i head home again, knowing that this isn't good for me, seeing my home, usually some of my family here too, is just increasing the feeling of longing i get..but i can't help it, i keep coming back....and today i see Tot playing with Shi...well, more correctly Shi teasing and tickling Tot, who is locked in a body brace....nothing changes, tee hee......
I wave goodbye and begin visiting random places, some of which i can't stay at,
some i hang around for a short time, until i end up at a place called Bedroom Bound. It takes my attention, as does the tall beauty by the entrance, another Operator.....she tries to warn me about getting too close.....i choose to ignore her for the most part, still suffering from my rebelliousness of yesterday.....and received a few more violations for my troubles.....
I attempt to TP somewhere else, but when that fails, i decide to stay put....not wanting to risk anything breaking......just waiting for the inevitable update i know is coming soon.....
I eventually get the update, cringing slightly when it is announced i will be spending an additional 16hrs in banishment, immediately regretting some of my recent behaviour, and vowing not to let that happen again...
The rest of my time was mainly uneventful, apart from it seems that my custodian has a new name for me now.....but i think i'll keep that to myself for the time being......84:05 done, 21:05 to go......
i head home again, knowing that this isn't good for me, seeing my home, usually some of my family here too, is just increasing the feeling of longing i get..but i can't help it, i keep coming back....and today i see Tot playing with Shi...well, more correctly Shi teasing and tickling Tot, who is locked in a body brace....nothing changes, tee hee......
I wave goodbye and begin visiting random places, some of which i can't stay at,
some i hang around for a short time, until i end up at a place called Bedroom Bound. It takes my attention, as does the tall beauty by the entrance, another Operator.....she tries to warn me about getting too close.....i choose to ignore her for the most part, still suffering from my rebelliousness of yesterday.....and received a few more violations for my troubles.....I attempt to TP somewhere else, but when that fails, i decide to stay put....not wanting to risk anything breaking......just waiting for the inevitable update i know is coming soon.....
I eventually get the update, cringing slightly when it is announced i will be spending an additional 16hrs in banishment, immediately regretting some of my recent behaviour, and vowing not to let that happen again...
The rest of my time was mainly uneventful, apart from it seems that my custodian has a new name for me now.....but i think i'll keep that to myself for the time being......84:05 done, 21:05 to go......
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Day 12
I log on, still feeling the rebellious streak in me, and thinking that maybe i shouldn't be here today, this could end up hurting......but i end up ignoring that and head to StoneHaven Island after seeing my wife there....getting in is a serious pain in the butt still, not willing to risk the "usual" way in......(like that would have mattered today, as you'll see...)...i found my wife in the cage room....i managed to get her attention in a striking way.....and she followed me out and to the waterfall......i tried taking a pic but that seemed to go amiss somewhere, before i headed through the waterfall into the void underneath the castle.....all natural ground so no fears of violations being caused thankfully.....i went and sat by the lovely fire
, first on the ground, then getting uncomfortable, moving to one of the logs so nicely placed there for people to sit on....it was very comfortable......for a total of about 30 seconds before my worlds went completely blank and staticy...Must not sit on devices, Stand up immediately!!......i must have been slow, it took 2 violations before i stood up....and some more time before i could see again.....
Then i saw the "Relax" poseball, and thought, "Why not?". now as this was StoneHaven, i should have known that it was a trap (maybe i did and just didn't care at this point...), as as soon as i sat down, i was inverted and caged......not the best situation for a bane to be in i admit, and most "normal" banes most likely would have TP'd away immediately......for some reason, i just decided to try and wait it out. I thought i may be a bout to get away with it when there she was, my Custodian telling me to stand up again.....a bit hard when trapped in a capture cage, but she didn't seem to care, as another violation quickly followed....i TP'd out...not far away......all this time, my wife was there trying to work out what on earth was happening...
Sharie had to leave.....so i waved good bye, blowing her lots of loving kisses......and poof, she was gone..leaving me alone with the fire and the cage again.....to which i promptly went back to, sitting back down on the log
.....and consequently getting more violations, but an unexpected, very personal message, speaking to me, not J-1006, but jesse...it was enough to shock me into standing up, hearing my name for the first time in almost 2 weeks will do that to you, let me assure you......but not for long, as i promptly got caught in the cage again, this time determined to wait it out, knowing it would time out in not too long a time....and again, another curious message, talking to me...i did manage to wait the cage out this time, but i'm now expecting a fairly hefty update next time it comes around....
i decided to head to zhora, my adrenaline rush kind of done with for now...not long after arriving, another very dear friend turned up, trying to ask me about the program, to see if she should choose it over normall jail time.....i of course could not say anything about it...she stood there for a short time before leaving....and then....
nothing........my run of bad luck in the RW had this time cut my DSL connection.......for what ended up being over 24hrs......very unhappy bane that made me.....
Approx 80:20 done, 9:21 to go......(knowing that wouldn't last too much longer though)
, first on the ground, then getting uncomfortable, moving to one of the logs so nicely placed there for people to sit on....it was very comfortable......for a total of about 30 seconds before my worlds went completely blank and staticy...Must not sit on devices, Stand up immediately!!......i must have been slow, it took 2 violations before i stood up....and some more time before i could see again.....Then i saw the "Relax" poseball, and thought, "Why not?". now as this was StoneHaven, i should have known that it was a trap (maybe i did and just didn't care at this point...), as as soon as i sat down, i was inverted and caged......not the best situation for a bane to be in i admit, and most "normal" banes most likely would have TP'd away immediately......for some reason, i just decided to try and wait it out. I thought i may be a bout to get away with it when there she was, my Custodian telling me to stand up again.....a bit hard when trapped in a capture cage, but she didn't seem to care, as another violation quickly followed....i TP'd out...not far away......all this time, my wife was there trying to work out what on earth was happening...
Sharie had to leave.....so i waved good bye, blowing her lots of loving kisses......and poof, she was gone..leaving me alone with the fire and the cage again.....to which i promptly went back to, sitting back down on the log
.....and consequently getting more violations, but an unexpected, very personal message, speaking to me, not J-1006, but jesse...it was enough to shock me into standing up, hearing my name for the first time in almost 2 weeks will do that to you, let me assure you......but not for long, as i promptly got caught in the cage again, this time determined to wait it out, knowing it would time out in not too long a time....and again, another curious message, talking to me...i did manage to wait the cage out this time, but i'm now expecting a fairly hefty update next time it comes around....i decided to head to zhora, my adrenaline rush kind of done with for now...not long after arriving, another very dear friend turned up, trying to ask me about the program, to see if she should choose it over normall jail time.....i of course could not say anything about it...she stood there for a short time before leaving....and then....
nothing........my run of bad luck in the RW had this time cut my DSL connection.......for what ended up being over 24hrs......very unhappy bane that made me.....
Approx 80:20 done, 9:21 to go......(knowing that wouldn't last too much longer though)
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Day 11
I was that special place that sharie and i call ours.....just marvelling at the beauty of the place, when i heard a noise behind me and turned to see my beloved wife there, waving to me, blowing me a kiss......hugging the air for me.....a tear forms in my hidden eye.....god i love her so.....she tries to ask me a few things, one of which i think is how much time left i have......i scribble in the sand the amount i know it to currently be.....oops, maybe i shouldn't have said that, i'm not supposed to be able to communicate......she also talks about what she will do to me when i'm out, ALL of which is way to naughty to put here *giggles*...
I get my next update, 5 more hours in banishment......and here i was thinking i had been reasonably good lately......Try harder J-1006, indeed!!!
i get the "demand" for maintenance, and ignore the first one.........the second i take though...heading to Zhora, seeing a former bane there, who waves to me as i go past, heading for the maintenance station....
Later in the day, i head to snark to see a gathering of friends that have not been seen for a while, i wave, blow some kisses but leave quickly, not wanting any more violations...i swing back past my love's house to wave and blow her a goodnight kiss before moving onto to Idunn.......which is where my next bout of rebelliousness takes a hold....i seemed to get the need to try and talk to people, earning myself 5 violations for trying to communicate.....even though no sound what so ever would ever escape this helmet sealed to my head....
i fade away quietly.......77:01 done, 12:33 to go.....
I get my next update, 5 more hours in banishment......and here i was thinking i had been reasonably good lately......Try harder J-1006, indeed!!!
i get the "demand" for maintenance, and ignore the first one.........the second i take though...heading to Zhora, seeing a former bane there, who waves to me as i go past, heading for the maintenance station....
Later in the day, i head to snark to see a gathering of friends that have not been seen for a while, i wave, blow some kisses but leave quickly, not wanting any more violations...i swing back past my love's house to wave and blow her a goodnight kiss before moving onto to Idunn.......which is where my next bout of rebelliousness takes a hold....i seemed to get the need to try and talk to people, earning myself 5 violations for trying to communicate.....even though no sound what so ever would ever escape this helmet sealed to my head....
i fade away quietly.......77:01 done, 12:33 to go.....
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Day 10
OK......i am now finding myself more at peace......I've been spending a lot of my time sitting around, admiring things around me, staying relaxed......though, today it seemed that rebellious part of me had to stick it's neck out again, some emotes slipped out, and then for some unknown reason i went into the same shop that i received violations for entering yesterday...crazy, i know.
Most of today, like yesterday, was spent in Idunn though today a good friend came by, wearing what i can only describe as a magnificent outfit, all transparent latex, simply wonderful.......she had someone with her i did not know, and they seemed to be having fun, the unknown girl seemingly locking my friend up.....hope they were having fun.
I had by this stage been for my second maintenance stop today, both in Zhora where i usually hang around for a little while to see if anyone comes by. Today, on my first visit, exiting the Maintenance facility i notice my Love, there waiting for me, blowing me a kiss or two, motioning to hug me.... a tear wells in my eye, unbeknownst to her, hidden away in this suit....she tells me she loves me very much, and is starting to really miss me, wanting me back home...and i am missing her too....but for now, i am still at the mercy of my custodian, unable to communicate really in any way....or risk being punished for it. We were there just looking at each other, when a griefer decided to attack my love...there i was, helpless to do anything about it, to help her, but knowing that my sweet looking wife can handle her own, i had no choice but to leave......not knowing what could/would happen with the custodian. My second visit went fairly well regularly, the place was deserted.....except for a lone black figure of in the distance, i started to move towards her.......but she left before i could get too close, most likely afraid of getting any unwanted proximity violations...which, today, i was too non-plussed about getting.....
After seeing my friend in Idunn, i decided to head back to a place that is very special to me......to sit and watch the sunset fall on another day banished....only to get a double punishment for using a poseball.........damn you Custodian, managing to ruin something as beautiful as these special sunsets......
And for those wondering about those strange messages my Custodian had been giving me.....it's been 2 days now, since the last one......I'm wondering if it has managed to repair itself.....as i have also not seen my Operator for several days to ask her about it, though I'm not overly sure i want to share this with her....
Another day over with.........73:45 done, 10:45 to go...
Monday, June 2, 2008
Day 9
Today was pretty much a nothing day......loggin in i had a few group notices of new store locations and decided what the hell, if the TP location turns out to be indoors, i'll leave straight away..and with that though in mind, i went to the first location, Fairlights new store....which turned out to be in a skybox.......i stayed to let it rezz, seeing that it looks to be modelled on the detention level from the original Death Star (I know, i'm a Star Wars tragic!!) and it looks very good, i shall be back as jesse to look around. quickly onto the second location, this one being much more bane friendly, the TP point being out in the open, on firm ground even....i risked walking up to hte entry way, and managed to get a spying violation followed by a contact violation for being on a private structure.....grrrrr.....
After my next Maintenance stop, i headed to a store i hadn't been to in a long time, this time again receiving a contact violation for being in a private structure...then i got too nosy for my own good, zooming in to look closer at the new products available, receiving a spying violation for my efforts...
I decided enough was enough for one day......looking around the area, there was a lovely stream running by, with some nice soft grass that i just layed down upon........(not) feeling the soft coolness of the grass as i just let time pass me by......
Until, that familiar voice informing me that another update has been recieved, and yes, 2 more hrs added to my sentence...which by the way, i am now a fair way past my initial time of 60 hrs.......but with just over another 15 hrs to go.....
And so goes my banishment.......68:10 done, 16:25 to go....
After my next Maintenance stop, i headed to a store i hadn't been to in a long time, this time again receiving a contact violation for being in a private structure...then i got too nosy for my own good, zooming in to look closer at the new products available, receiving a spying violation for my efforts...
I decided enough was enough for one day......looking around the area, there was a lovely stream running by, with some nice soft grass that i just layed down upon........(not) feeling the soft coolness of the grass as i just let time pass me by......
Until, that familiar voice informing me that another update has been recieved, and yes, 2 more hrs added to my sentence...which by the way, i am now a fair way past my initial time of 60 hrs.......but with just over another 15 hrs to go.....
And so goes my banishment.......68:10 done, 16:25 to go....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Day 8
Coming online, i noticed my wife was on, and not being able to stay away, even for my own good......i went to snark to see her. From the small bits of conversation i could get, i could tell that she was testing her new plug in, with Virgo's help.......and it seemed to be going well from what i could gather...i am so proud of her......heaven knows how hard this must be on her, being kept from me.......i found myself thinking back over the time leading up to my banishment, how she let me lock her up for 100 hrs....most of it on our vac bed in her place....oh the memories.....pity i can't do much about the feelings they stir in me....not yet anyway....
i left before i got any violations, heading first to deitide, which was pretty much dead. One woman came up to me and started talking, so i left and headed to Zhora as i was due for Maintenance anyway, that was just an excuse to not get "inverted" again, as fun as that is....
Later on, i went home to watch Mistress, Tot & Faye, and listen to them as much as i could, which again turned out to be quite a while before nerves finally got the better of me and i moved onto Sharie's place, her roof in actual fact.....which provided me a wonderful view, from that high up....
Some time later, Mistress appeared on the roof with me, startling me slightly and then talking to me, telling me some of the things i had missed over the last week....of course, She wasn't to know that i was only understanding 2/3's of most of the things She was saying, but i was just enjoying being close to Her......i wasn't going to interrupt.....i even managed to communicate a few thins back to Her.......the first time i had tried since i got.....well, for a long time now...i was able to let Her know i was still doing OK, handling my banishment as well as could be expected......
Another call for maintenance broke up our meeting, i went off to the facility fro my maintenance before returning back to sharies roof.....and not much later i received the expected update informing me of the extra 2hrs i would spend in banishment.....
Another day over with......i am now past my initial sentence time of 60hrs as well.....63:30 done, 18:54 to go....
i left before i got any violations, heading first to deitide, which was pretty much dead. One woman came up to me and started talking, so i left and headed to Zhora as i was due for Maintenance anyway, that was just an excuse to not get "inverted" again, as fun as that is....
Later on, i went home to watch Mistress, Tot & Faye, and listen to them as much as i could, which again turned out to be quite a while before nerves finally got the better of me and i moved onto Sharie's place, her roof in actual fact.....which provided me a wonderful view, from that high up....
Some time later, Mistress appeared on the roof with me, startling me slightly and then talking to me, telling me some of the things i had missed over the last week....of course, She wasn't to know that i was only understanding 2/3's of most of the things She was saying, but i was just enjoying being close to Her......i wasn't going to interrupt.....i even managed to communicate a few thins back to Her.......the first time i had tried since i got.....well, for a long time now...i was able to let Her know i was still doing OK, handling my banishment as well as could be expected......
Another call for maintenance broke up our meeting, i went off to the facility fro my maintenance before returning back to sharies roof.....and not much later i received the expected update informing me of the extra 2hrs i would spend in banishment.....
Another day over with......i am now past my initial sentence time of 60hrs as well.....63:30 done, 18:54 to go....
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Day 7
Almost immediately coming on today, i heard the message that all banes come to fear i imagine, "Receiving weekly update from server".....and i knew this was going to be a bad one, having been ti***********************************************
transmission intercepted and censored by Kelley Technologies Inc.
******************************************and there it was, 11 hrs added. "Try harder J-1006!". Well, that nastiness over with.....
Most of today i was dealing with some very strange goings on inside my head.....well, all to do with the Custodian of course....so i found a nice quiet place to just go and let what ever was going on happen. It seems as if there is some kind of battle going on inside my head, between the Custodian and, well, something else.....i have no idea what.....and to tell you the truth, I'm not sure who i want to win, sure the Custodian is quick (mostly) to deliver punishments when i step outside the bounds of banishment, but it is only doing what it has been programmed to do. This new, entity, is something i have no idea about, and am not sure if it would be better or worse to have in my head than the Custodian. As for the Custodian, I went through a stage of hating it, but now see it as an extension of those people in Kelley Technologies evil minds to create such a thing in the first place, and i no longer hate my Custodian, i just live with it, trying to do the right thing so that i can finish my sentence and get back to all the people that love me and are missing me....
Things quietened down somewhat after a time, so i decided to use some of my newly discovered freedom of walking on something that wasn't just bare ground, and visited a few of my former self's old haunts, namely Deitide (again), Stone Haven Island and Snark (better known as Psi's Realm). I stayed away from people for the most part, some came near me, said a few things, but mostly i was ignored. There seem to be quite a few of us around society these days, and people are becoming accustomed to ignoring us, as they should do for their own well being....
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******************************************and there it was, 11 hrs added. "Try harder J-1006!". Well, that nastiness over with.....
Most of today i was dealing with some very strange goings on inside my head.....well, all to do with the Custodian of course....so i found a nice quiet place to just go and let what ever was going on happen. It seems as if there is some kind of battle going on inside my head, between the Custodian and, well, something else.....i have no idea what.....and to tell you the truth, I'm not sure who i want to win, sure the Custodian is quick (mostly) to deliver punishments when i step outside the bounds of banishment, but it is only doing what it has been programmed to do. This new, entity, is something i have no idea about, and am not sure if it would be better or worse to have in my head than the Custodian. As for the Custodian, I went through a stage of hating it, but now see it as an extension of those people in Kelley Technologies evil minds to create such a thing in the first place, and i no longer hate my Custodian, i just live with it, trying to do the right thing so that i can finish my sentence and get back to all the people that love me and are missing me....
Things quietened down somewhat after a time, so i decided to use some of my newly discovered freedom of walking on something that wasn't just bare ground, and visited a few of my former self's old haunts, namely Deitide (again), Stone Haven Island and Snark (better known as Psi's Realm). I stayed away from people for the most part, some came near me, said a few things, but mostly i was ignored. There seem to be quite a few of us around society these days, and people are becoming accustomed to ignoring us, as they should do for their own well being....
I was feeling rather daring at this point, and decided to go to my wife's house (a sky box). I arrived, having carefully chosen my point to be just above her roof....and there i was, standing on her roof....she must have noticed me arriving as not 30 seconds later, there she was, beautiful as ever, a sight for sore, covered eyes....i tried sitting on the roof, but soon earned myself a violation for "Using Devices"..bah.....so standing room only i guess, hi hi. We stood there, time slipping away, me imagining what might be running through her mind, wanting to know how her projects are going, her plug in, her script, her cage.....but knowing i can only wait to be released to find these and so many other things out that were happening all around me while i am banished....
I knew this had been a reasonably long day when i heard the weekly update message again, this time it was only 1 more hour added......much easier to hear than the 11 in the previous update, my rebellious side has been put back in her box for now......hopefully not to resurface again until my sentence is over with....and with that, it was time for my day to end.........54:46 hrs done, 25:43 hrs to go....
Day 6
i awake today with a certain sense of excitement....some very strange things occurred yesterday.....hopefully those problems are behind me.
Today was going to be a day of testing, pushing to see just exactly what i could and could not do (ie get away with). With that in mind, i visited the Deitide open area, on a theory i had developed and was proving........seems we banes can walk on some "private" property....as i stayed in deitide for approx 20 mins before making my way to castle darkstone where i had the unfortunate experience of someone trying to push me into a cage....after avoiding that, i continued onto darkstone where i entered a building that did not have a "floor" but that turned out to be a trap floor......which i got caught by.....and the violations started. I tried to wait the trap out, let it time out, but after 4 violations (separated by a very peculiar message - Custodian: : Security compromised. Unknown protocol. : - which i didn't notice until arriving in Zhora) i decided discretion was the better part of valour and left, back to deitide......and so began what was to become probably my most heavily punished day of my banishment....
Another maintenance required, another trip back to KTech......which seemed to be a popular place today....there being several people gathered by the public building.....talking, and i couldn't help myself, i got to within hearing distance, knowing that staying here too long would result in punishment, but doing it anyway. After listening for 15 minutes, a few banes appeared around the place, i decided to go "visit" one....walking right up to it, feeling decidedly care free and rebellious, i soon got a violation, quickly followed by a second, and a third as i had turned to walk away...
Heading back to the public building, i noticed the tell tale monitoring light come on and decided that is was time to really test out my Custodian.....see what it was capable of once and for all......i giggled, emoting it.....as i stood next to a civilian, which earned me the first of many violations i was soon to receive.......when suddenly my custodian spoke to me......in disbelief that i would dare emote, having already suffered the consequences of trying to communicate in this way....which only spurred me on.....i laughed, Custodian suggested i behave as i know i should, to which i emoted back that i didn't know, and bam......a punishment for a communicating attempt violation........ which was followed by 3 more violations for the same reason, all the while being chastised by my Custodian until i stopped emoting....and my Custodian warned me that this would not go well when my update was received......which i knew already, but was ignoring it today.....
Still in the mood i was in, i continued to listen to the conversation going on near me, which incurred more berating by the Custodian, to which i mainly ignored apart from the emote to tell it i knew i shouldn't be listening, getting myself another communicating violation, laughing to myself at it's feeble attempts to get me to "behave", it went as far as to take away my sight for a short amount of time.....
At this stage, one of the gathered civilians took an interest in me, in my brazenness to stand there listening to them talk......it was also at this stage that the voice in my head changed, i think it was even trying to "help" me....though i must say it went unnoticed by me at this stage and i kept on listening, even waving and blowing a kiss to the civilian that was looking at me, which seemed to shock her causing her to wonder if i had started to go crazy, or become suit dependant (which may have not been far from the truth, as outsiders would see it anyway). At the same stage, my Custodian had resorted to what seemed like tormenting me...until i moved closer to the civilian and received another contact violation.......which was followed by a very weird, definitely not normal, message from the Custodian....but that was when i stopped my, some would say insanity, i like to call it rebelling, period.....and left to a secret location, not far from the KTech facility......
I was still receiving messages from my somewhat strange sounding Custodian......which i finally worked out was not quite normal.........but decided i better log for the night, lest i return to my bad ways and get any more violations on top of the many i had received (22 at last count) already today.....and after a few more "helpful instructions" from my strange sounding Custodian......i logged.......44:50 done, 23:50 to go....
Today was going to be a day of testing, pushing to see just exactly what i could and could not do (ie get away with). With that in mind, i visited the Deitide open area, on a theory i had developed and was proving........seems we banes can walk on some "private" property....as i stayed in deitide for approx 20 mins before making my way to castle darkstone where i had the unfortunate experience of someone trying to push me into a cage....after avoiding that, i continued onto darkstone where i entered a building that did not have a "floor" but that turned out to be a trap floor......which i got caught by.....and the violations started. I tried to wait the trap out, let it time out, but after 4 violations (separated by a very peculiar message - Custodian: : Security compromised. Unknown protocol. : - which i didn't notice until arriving in Zhora) i decided discretion was the better part of valour and left, back to deitide......and so began what was to become probably my most heavily punished day of my banishment....
Another maintenance required, another trip back to KTech......which seemed to be a popular place today....there being several people gathered by the public building.....talking, and i couldn't help myself, i got to within hearing distance, knowing that staying here too long would result in punishment, but doing it anyway. After listening for 15 minutes, a few banes appeared around the place, i decided to go "visit" one....walking right up to it, feeling decidedly care free and rebellious, i soon got a violation, quickly followed by a second, and a third as i had turned to walk away...
Heading back to the public building, i noticed the tell tale monitoring light come on and decided that is was time to really test out my Custodian.....see what it was capable of once and for all......i giggled, emoting it.....as i stood next to a civilian, which earned me the first of many violations i was soon to receive.......when suddenly my custodian spoke to me......in disbelief that i would dare emote, having already suffered the consequences of trying to communicate in this way....which only spurred me on.....i laughed, Custodian suggested i behave as i know i should, to which i emoted back that i didn't know, and bam......a punishment for a communicating attempt violation........ which was followed by 3 more violations for the same reason, all the while being chastised by my Custodian until i stopped emoting....and my Custodian warned me that this would not go well when my update was received......which i knew already, but was ignoring it today.....
Still in the mood i was in, i continued to listen to the conversation going on near me, which incurred more berating by the Custodian, to which i mainly ignored apart from the emote to tell it i knew i shouldn't be listening, getting myself another communicating violation, laughing to myself at it's feeble attempts to get me to "behave", it went as far as to take away my sight for a short amount of time.....
At this stage, one of the gathered civilians took an interest in me, in my brazenness to stand there listening to them talk......it was also at this stage that the voice in my head changed, i think it was even trying to "help" me....though i must say it went unnoticed by me at this stage and i kept on listening, even waving and blowing a kiss to the civilian that was looking at me, which seemed to shock her causing her to wonder if i had started to go crazy, or become suit dependant (which may have not been far from the truth, as outsiders would see it anyway). At the same stage, my Custodian had resorted to what seemed like tormenting me...until i moved closer to the civilian and received another contact violation.......which was followed by a very weird, definitely not normal, message from the Custodian....but that was when i stopped my, some would say insanity, i like to call it rebelling, period.....and left to a secret location, not far from the KTech facility......
I was still receiving messages from my somewhat strange sounding Custodian......which i finally worked out was not quite normal.........but decided i better log for the night, lest i return to my bad ways and get any more violations on top of the many i had received (22 at last count) already today.....and after a few more "helpful instructions" from my strange sounding Custodian......i logged.......44:50 done, 23:50 to go....
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Day 5
Logged on today in the middle of Zhora, there were a few banes present and i foolishly walked right up to one, and sure enough received a proximity violation. I moved away immediately, but apparently onto the spot that the KTech LM points to, as 2 popped right on top of me, and yes, this time contact violation ensued...so i bit the bullet and walked up to the other end of the area, well out of range of civilians and other banes that were around. I then found myself wasting time while putting off contacting my Operator. About 5 mins later, Operator Sabra TP'd me to her. I had some questions regarding my Custodian, thinking that maybe it had a slight malfunction.....after obtaining a report from it, Operator Sabra informed me that indeed everything was in order. I also asked about how i was supposed to be punished whenever i entered a building or private residence, but as yet, had not received any such violations. I decided to take things into my own hands and walked into my Operators house, where not 30 seconds later, there she was, that mechanical voice in my head telling me that i was not allowed to enter buildings...and that would be one more contact violation thank you very much ;-/
After we both moved outside, my Operator warned me not to take this lightly, not to deliberately cause violations and telling me that she would be keeping a closer
watch on my movements.....this awakened my mischievous side, and for some reason, i found myself, teasing her, saying how i knew some sneaky ways to get around her trying to keep a closer eye on me........this went on for some 10 minutes until i could no longer hold back....and started to emote....knowing full well that it is the worst thing a bane can attempt to do, but nonetheless doing it, even while Operator Sabra was cautioning me not to!! And surely enough, soon i received an attempting to communicate violation, all the while smiling to myself inside my helmet while hearing Operator Sabra's slightly garbled speech telling em that i may be becoming a troublesome case for her.....and knowing that yes, i could become very troublesome indeed........
Looking back, this was probably the time that something happened inside my helmet, specifically with my Custodian....maybe i overloaded it, who knows......what i do know, is that i then TP'd to KTech, where at first, i could walk around, however the Custodian was no longer repeating what people were saying to me, i was just getting a whole lot of " ... "'s, i sat down, and then remembered about the Maintenance message i got while with Operator Sabra, so i stood up, used auto-pilot (Go to) to move to the Maintenance station and then went to walk in......but hang on, i can't move....(one minor panic attack later).....hang on.....this might just be an anomaly i can fix.....after several attempts ((re-logs)) with no change, i was saying to myself "OK, ok, no need to panic (yeah right, who am i trying to kid here???)....so luckily, i still had Operator Sabra's TP details in the chat history which i used to go back to her house to wait for her to come online.....and faded out for a short while......
************************some time later that day**************************
coming back online, i was hoping that things would sort themselves out, but no, still not able to move, but what's that....someone is send**********************************************************
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*********************************************i arrive back with Operator Sabra, she again tries to get a report from the Custodian after logging only to be met wi***************************************
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*************************************************is telling me not to worry, that we will sort this issue out once we can see Dr. Kelley, and to stay calm and to go somewhere that will not have much traffic......i decide to head to Zhora and the KTech facility, though far away from the building and Maintenance station. i do the only thing i can and sit down, watching from afar as banes come and go, civilians come and go, even my wife came by to send me her love, though i could not hear it at all now, the custodian still not reporting anything through to me...WHOA....what on earth was that....Custodi*****************************
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***************************nd here i still am, sitting, waiting.
OK, time to....wow...there is Dr. Kelley contacting me through the Custodian, telling me to go see my Operator who ha********************************************************************
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***********************************************ends me back on my way, everything back in order again...i head to Zhora for a short time before finally succumbed to the need for sleep, exhausted from an emotionally draining day............38:53 gone, 29:52 to go
After we both moved outside, my Operator warned me not to take this lightly, not to deliberately cause violations and telling me that she would be keeping a closer
watch on my movements.....this awakened my mischievous side, and for some reason, i found myself, teasing her, saying how i knew some sneaky ways to get around her trying to keep a closer eye on me........this went on for some 10 minutes until i could no longer hold back....and started to emote....knowing full well that it is the worst thing a bane can attempt to do, but nonetheless doing it, even while Operator Sabra was cautioning me not to!! And surely enough, soon i received an attempting to communicate violation, all the while smiling to myself inside my helmet while hearing Operator Sabra's slightly garbled speech telling em that i may be becoming a troublesome case for her.....and knowing that yes, i could become very troublesome indeed........Looking back, this was probably the time that something happened inside my helmet, specifically with my Custodian....maybe i overloaded it, who knows......what i do know, is that i then TP'd to KTech, where at first, i could walk around, however the Custodian was no longer repeating what people were saying to me, i was just getting a whole lot of " ... "'s, i sat down, and then remembered about the Maintenance message i got while with Operator Sabra, so i stood up, used auto-pilot (Go to) to move to the Maintenance station and then went to walk in......but hang on, i can't move....(one minor panic attack later).....hang on.....this might just be an anomaly i can fix.....after several attempts ((re-logs)) with no change, i was saying to myself "OK, ok, no need to panic (yeah right, who am i trying to kid here???)....so luckily, i still had Operator Sabra's TP details in the chat history which i used to go back to her house to wait for her to come online.....and faded out for a short while......
************************some time later that day**************************
coming back online, i was hoping that things would sort themselves out, but no, still not able to move, but what's that....someone is send**********************************************************
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*********************************************i arrive back with Operator Sabra, she again tries to get a report from the Custodian after logging only to be met wi***************************************
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*************************************************is telling me not to worry, that we will sort this issue out once we can see Dr. Kelley, and to stay calm and to go somewhere that will not have much traffic......i decide to head to Zhora and the KTech facility, though far away from the building and Maintenance station. i do the only thing i can and sit down, watching from afar as banes come and go, civilians come and go, even my wife came by to send me her love, though i could not hear it at all now, the custodian still not reporting anything through to me...WHOA....what on earth was that....Custodi*****************************
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***************************nd here i still am, sitting, waiting.
OK, time to....wow...there is Dr. Kelley contacting me through the Custodian, telling me to go see my Operator who ha********************************************************************
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***********************************************ends me back on my way, everything back in order again...i head to Zhora for a short time before finally succumbed to the need for sleep, exhausted from an emotionally draining day............38:53 gone, 29:52 to go
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Day 4
Today i decided to mostly stay in Zhora....i was on for a short time initially, Shi came and saw me, led me away from the main area where she waved, said hello, let me know that i was being missed. i did my best to show i i knew, and that i was missing my loved ones....i think she got the message.
When i logged back in later, it wasn't long before i heard the message that i'm sure most banes comes to fear, "Custodian : Weekly update being recieved from server....." and then ""Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 2 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " ... *pouts* well, still not too bad, could be worse i guess.
And i fear it may get worse, as i just got 2 more proximity violations.....us banes can't get too close now, never know, we may band together to storm KTech.......NOT!!....but that will be some more time i have to spend in this personal isolation cell made to look like a shiny black, faceless statue.....
The castle and it's grounds that back onto the public area around KTech had been calling to me, so i decided to try my luck walking up the path into the grounds....again, no violations....where i had a look around, not daring to go into the castle proper, as it would be just my luck that i'd be somewhere difficult to get out from when my Custodian finally decided that i shouldn't be on private property. i managed to skirt around the back of the castle where i could still observe the comings and goings of people and banes alike in the area outside KTech......which is where my love found me, a noise behind me alerted me to her presence.....a kiss, blown in my direction....i turned to behold her, dressed in one of her favourite outfits...a white halter and VERY short skirt....i felt those longing feelings i always get when ever i see her, though i am unable to act on them at all while banished *pouts inside the helmet*. She sent me some hugs, more blown kisses, before she left on my account, knowing that any longer was likely to cause more punishments for me, thank you my Love :-).
I then spent a lot of time just listening to bits and pieces of conversations between a few groups of people, some were talking about choosing banishmnet and were trying to ask me questions about it...which i of course could not respond to....they as far as to test the range at which i might get punished for being too close, but thankfully abandoned this befroe i got a violation thankfully......
I then noticed my big sister Tot appear.....i moved closer to her where she let me know of some very sad news about my little sister Faye....dear, my thoughts are with you and i wish i could be there for you.....which depressed my somewhat, but knowing there was nothing i could do about it...i blew a kiss to Tot, motioned a hug to her, knowing she would pass it on for me, thanks Sis :-)
Once again i was alone, no one around, so i sat by the fountain, letting the sound of the water relax and calm me......then i got a sort of conformation of my earlier thoughts about my Custodian, the only issue i have is whether or not i report it to my Operator....maybe i'll wait to see what else happens first....
Just as i was about to leave another day as a bane behind me, i was very pleasantly suprised to see my wife drop in again to blow me another kiss......which i cherished, then someone came up to me, i moved away but he chased me, so i was forced to TP to my hidden spot......to find a rose left there by my wife, which brought a single tear to my eye, what did i do to deserve you sharie......so ended my 4th day as a bane.......28:45 done, 35:26 to go
When i logged back in later, it wasn't long before i heard the message that i'm sure most banes comes to fear, "Custodian : Weekly update being recieved from server....." and then ""Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 2 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " ... *pouts* well, still not too bad, could be worse i guess.
And i fear it may get worse, as i just got 2 more proximity violations.....us banes can't get too close now, never know, we may band together to storm KTech.......NOT!!....but that will be some more time i have to spend in this personal isolation cell made to look like a shiny black, faceless statue.....
The castle and it's grounds that back onto the public area around KTech had been calling to me, so i decided to try my luck walking up the path into the grounds....again, no violations....where i had a look around, not daring to go into the castle proper, as it would be just my luck that i'd be somewhere difficult to get out from when my Custodian finally decided that i shouldn't be on private property. i managed to skirt around the back of the castle where i could still observe the comings and goings of people and banes alike in the area outside KTech......which is where my love found me, a noise behind me alerted me to her presence.....a kiss, blown in my direction....i turned to behold her, dressed in one of her favourite outfits...a white halter and VERY short skirt....i felt those longing feelings i always get when ever i see her, though i am unable to act on them at all while banished *pouts inside the helmet*. She sent me some hugs, more blown kisses, before she left on my account, knowing that any longer was likely to cause more punishments for me, thank you my Love :-).
I then spent a lot of time just listening to bits and pieces of conversations between a few groups of people, some were talking about choosing banishmnet and were trying to ask me questions about it...which i of course could not respond to....they as far as to test the range at which i might get punished for being too close, but thankfully abandoned this befroe i got a violation thankfully......
I then noticed my big sister Tot appear.....i moved closer to her where she let me know of some very sad news about my little sister Faye....dear, my thoughts are with you and i wish i could be there for you.....which depressed my somewhat, but knowing there was nothing i could do about it...i blew a kiss to Tot, motioned a hug to her, knowing she would pass it on for me, thanks Sis :-)
Once again i was alone, no one around, so i sat by the fountain, letting the sound of the water relax and calm me......then i got a sort of conformation of my earlier thoughts about my Custodian, the only issue i have is whether or not i report it to my Operator....maybe i'll wait to see what else happens first....
Just as i was about to leave another day as a bane behind me, i was very pleasantly suprised to see my wife drop in again to blow me another kiss......which i cherished, then someone came up to me, i moved away but he chased me, so i was forced to TP to my hidden spot......to find a rose left there by my wife, which brought a single tear to my eye, what did i do to deserve you sharie......so ended my 4th day as a bane.......28:45 done, 35:26 to go
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Day 3
My day started out in Zhora, where another bane showed up soon after i logged in, she came straight up to me before i had a chance to move and caused a contact vioaltion, needless to say i moved to a safe distance immediately....i then checked out her profile, and her blog.....bane sex, she had tried it with another bane obviously.......strange, yet somehow attractive....maybe......
I felt StoneHaven Island calling me, so i headed that way, of course, not TP'ing straight there, as that lands you in the vendor area.....not the brightest move i could make at this point
....i instead used a little trick i have......anyways...i was in Snark, and this picture just came to me....
SH was rather deserted, not many people around.....i headed up to the patio......and sat there on the rocky outcrop near the waterfall, very calming.....i noticed Aimee pop in, i waved, but don't know if she saw this bane or not...
After a short time, i was informed by my Custodian that i had waited to long for Maintenance, and now protocol "invert" had been initiated.....it didn't take me long to work out exactly what protocol "invert" involved...needless to say, i went in for Maintenance, which cancelled the invert protocol thankfully.
I decided to have a look around at the buildings near KTech ...... and found that i was still able to enter buildings with no consequences ....... maybe my Custodian is not quite with it at the moment, i'm not complaining mind you...hihi.
i headed back towards KTech, only to be pleasantly suprised to see my dear wife there, waving to me...i risked a wave back and montioned to blow her a kiss, both of which went thankfully unnoticed by my Custodian.......and then i faded out.....23:20 done, 38:50 to go
I felt StoneHaven Island calling me, so i headed that way, of course, not TP'ing straight there, as that lands you in the vendor area.....not the brightest move i could make at this point
....i instead used a little trick i have......anyways...i was in Snark, and this picture just came to me....SH was rather deserted, not many people around.....i headed up to the patio......and sat there on the rocky outcrop near the waterfall, very calming.....i noticed Aimee pop in, i waved, but don't know if she saw this bane or not...
After a short time, i was informed by my Custodian that i had waited to long for Maintenance, and now protocol "invert" had been initiated.....it didn't take me long to work out exactly what protocol "invert" involved...needless to say, i went in for Maintenance, which cancelled the invert protocol thankfully.
I decided to have a look around at the buildings near KTech ...... and found that i was still able to enter buildings with no consequences ....... maybe my Custodian is not quite with it at the moment, i'm not complaining mind you...hihi.
i headed back towards KTech, only to be pleasantly suprised to see my dear wife there, waving to me...i risked a wave back and montioned to blow her a kiss, both of which went thankfully unnoticed by my Custodian.......and then i faded out.....23:20 done, 38:50 to go
Day 2
Today i visited the SIM in which my wife has her house and shop......i was able to walk around at ground level, exploring, having a look around.....then i found a little retreat, tucked away, where i spent some time, just letting it pass....
I decided to try visiting somewhere that may be a bit more populated....so i went to deitide, remembering to come in at ground level, and not up in the BDSM area....(though on that, i seem to have been able to enter numerous buildings, for some time, with no violations....may have to mention this to my Operator, maybe)...so there i was wandering
around deitide...saw one or two civilians, when i spotted a lovely pond....so i decided to sit and rest for a while....
Some time later, i got the call that Maintenance was again "overdue", so i headed back to KTech to perform that most humiliating of tasks.......
then i stayed around for a while, observing the small amount of traffic passing through before heading to bed....18:30 done, 43:45 to go...
I decided to try visiting somewhere that may be a bit more populated....so i went to deitide, remembering to come in at ground level, and not up in the BDSM area....(though on that, i seem to have been able to enter numerous buildings, for some time, with no violations....may have to mention this to my Operator, maybe)...so there i was wandering
around deitide...saw one or two civilians, when i spotted a lovely pond....so i decided to sit and rest for a while....This was a very nice spot, gave me time to wonder what my friends and family ight be doing, what troubles my sisters are getting themselves into, hehe....i was also wondering how Sharie was doing on her new project, and making an RP anim for me..*giggles to herself*...
Some time later, i got the call that Maintenance was again "overdue", so i headed back to KTech to perform that most humiliating of tasks.......
then i stayed around for a while, observing the small amount of traffic passing through before heading to bed....18:30 done, 43:45 to go...
Day 1 Cont.
OK, where was i....oh yes.....i had just received notification that my sentence had been increased by 1 hr.......better than i was expecting from all I'd heard before being banished. i must have been a fairly good bane up to this point.
most of the rest of the day i spent moving around some......i went home again, found my wife, my love, waiting there for me......we both sat there, looking at each other for quite some time, i risked a wave, a nod....i got away with them this time...she eventually left, for what reason i did not know....i noticed her logging not long after....
so i found myself back in Zhora......watching people and banes come and go.....i then got the notification i was overdue for "maintenance", so i had to go and perform that most humiliating task....
that over with....i spend some time trying to relax and meditate..yeah, you could call it that...thinking about what might be going on while I'm banished..
time passes and i need to log......with just under 50hrs left to go......
most of the rest of the day i spent moving around some......i went home again, found my wife, my love, waiting there for me......we both sat there, looking at each other for quite some time, i risked a wave, a nod....i got away with them this time...she eventually left, for what reason i did not know....i noticed her logging not long after....
so i found myself back in Zhora......watching people and banes come and go.....i then got the notification i was overdue for "maintenance", so i had to go and perform that most humiliating task....
that over with....i spend some time trying to relax and meditate..yeah, you could call it that...thinking about what might be going on while I'm banished..
time passes and i need to log......with just under 50hrs left to go......
Friday, May 23, 2008
Day 1
So there i was, logging back on for the first time as J-1006 after being sentenced and sealed into this suit which will be my home for my sentence, how ever long that turns out to be. As things would have it, fate kind of helped me out a bit, coming down sick in RL enabled me to spend what will undoubtedly be my longest time online in a day for my sentence (almost 10 hrs - a usual day will be 4hrs approx.). I spent maybe an hour in the place i logged from, somewhere i feel at peace..... I sorted out some gestures (always good fun) and did a small amount of testing....
I decided to head back to KTech, to have a bit of a look around, see what other banes were there, and to explore the are some...discovering a few nooks here and there that are nice to spend some time in...... i came across J-1941, a friend back when neither of us were banished.....we managed to stay far enough away from each other and display some tricks.....and we walked around some.....J-1941 suddenly disappeared and i decided to try and follow her.....which almost landed us both with a proximity violation.....I'm now more careful when following someone !!
We managed to spend some time, wandering around, finding a few nice areas that a bane could sit and contemplate their wrong doings......and not have to worry about curious citizens coming up to us and causing contact violations :-)
I saw some of jesse's family members come online, so i headed back to my former home, jesse's home, and stayed a safe distance away, where i could hear bits and pieces of conversations, but not cause any listening or contact violations. I stayed there for a fair while, listening, risking a wave here and there, to try and let them know that it was their former sister outside, in the shiny black bane suit, watching over them.....but i eventually had to leave, the temptation to get closer, try and hear more, and more likely receive a violation, was getting to great.....
I found myself wandering then for quite a while, walking around, observing people go about their SL lives, mostly oblivious to the black figure that would stop and watch them, then move on....
I found myself drawn back to the area around the facility, observing people coming and going, seeing some filling out their own applications, wishing that i had someway to warn them off, to tell them to not choose the banishment option for incarceration.....but knowing that i had no way to do it.....i saw some other banes being talked to by their Operators, risking a listen to some of the conversations......and then "Proximity Violation: May not approach other Banes" blares through my head....i turn around to see another bane has approached me, getting to close.....i quickly move, increasing the distance between us, but she chased me, causing another violation, so i had to move somewhere else, not wanting a territory fight right now..
I decided to try and contact my Operator, as i had a few queries, and had been told during processing to contact her if i had any questions....Operator Sabra took some to summon me, which i had no right to expect anything else, being a bane you do not expect prompt responses with these things, and i was able to ask my questions and she answered them, which cleared my mind some what.
My Operator informed me that i would soon be receiving an update from my custodian, an update about what i did not know, so i found a quiet spot to sit and wait for it to come, not having much choice to do otherwise anyway....some time later....."Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 1 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " . Well, there is another question answered.
....to be continued
I decided to head back to KTech, to have a bit of a look around, see what other banes were there, and to explore the are some...discovering a few nooks here and there that are nice to spend some time in...... i came across J-1941, a friend back when neither of us were banished.....we managed to stay far enough away from each other and display some tricks.....and we walked around some.....J-1941 suddenly disappeared and i decided to try and follow her.....which almost landed us both with a proximity violation.....I'm now more careful when following someone !!
We managed to spend some time, wandering around, finding a few nice areas that a bane could sit and contemplate their wrong doings......and not have to worry about curious citizens coming up to us and causing contact violations :-)
I saw some of jesse's family members come online, so i headed back to my former home, jesse's home, and stayed a safe distance away, where i could hear bits and pieces of conversations, but not cause any listening or contact violations. I stayed there for a fair while, listening, risking a wave here and there, to try and let them know that it was their former sister outside, in the shiny black bane suit, watching over them.....but i eventually had to leave, the temptation to get closer, try and hear more, and more likely receive a violation, was getting to great.....
I found myself wandering then for quite a while, walking around, observing people go about their SL lives, mostly oblivious to the black figure that would stop and watch them, then move on....
I found myself drawn back to the area around the facility, observing people coming and going, seeing some filling out their own applications, wishing that i had someway to warn them off, to tell them to not choose the banishment option for incarceration.....but knowing that i had no way to do it.....i saw some other banes being talked to by their Operators, risking a listen to some of the conversations......and then "Proximity Violation: May not approach other Banes" blares through my head....i turn around to see another bane has approached me, getting to close.....i quickly move, increasing the distance between us, but she chased me, causing another violation, so i had to move somewhere else, not wanting a territory fight right now..
I decided to try and contact my Operator, as i had a few queries, and had been told during processing to contact her if i had any questions....Operator Sabra took some to summon me, which i had no right to expect anything else, being a bane you do not expect prompt responses with these things, and i was able to ask my questions and she answered them, which cleared my mind some what.
My Operator informed me that i would soon be receiving an update from my custodian, an update about what i did not know, so i found a quiet spot to sit and wait for it to come, not having much choice to do otherwise anyway....some time later....."Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 1 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " . Well, there is another question answered.
....to be continued
Thursday, May 22, 2008
So it begins.......the "birth" of J-1006
......there i was, talking to my sisters and my wife, when an Operator of Kelley Technologies came up to me and cuffed me before i knew what was happening.... Operator Sabra informed me that my time to be processed had come, and gave me a few minutes to say my good byes...
i reluctantly said goodbye, for now, to my wife.....kissing her, hoping to convey my sorrow at having comitted a crime that resulted in this path for me....i said good bye to Shi and Pet (i'm sorry for how this hurts you Pet.... i really am) and was led into the facility by Operator Sabra...
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stepping out of the elevator, i was confronted by what seemed an everyday office......little did i know what lay in store for me once i was inside.......Operator Sabra led me inside, checked over my court papers.....and then le......
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....i rouse from sleep, feeling very naked, with a strange feeling at the back of my skull, something stuck to my scalp, which i realise is bare, i am completley bald...NOOOOoooooooo.....i silently scream....what have the done to me.....
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Operator Sabra, now with a vox attached talks to me, informs me of the basic rules of banishment...i listen intently, commiting them to memory, hoping that i do not forget them......WHAT???.......time can and most likely will be added to my sentence, no, no..that can't be......i sob inside the helmet that is covering my head, just another faceless, non-descript bane to the rest of the world.....
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Operator Sabra takes me back down the the release area.....i hear her say something...."Custodian J-1006, initiate full protocols" and everything changes.......just like that, jesse Folland no longer exists......this bane is now known as J-1006 and only that untill such time as it's sentence of banishment is complete...
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i turn around, trying to talk to Operator Sabra......nothing......no sign that i even am breathing apart from the rise and fall of my chest.......oh my god.......it's real.......nooooooo.......but wait.......through my tears......i see a sign......a person...standing off in the distance........i move closer, now able to read the sign...."I Love You J-1006"......
i do my best to hold back a few tears, my wife, standing there in the maid uniform i locked her into many days before, now hoping she finds a way out of it....i'm sorry my Love, please forgive me......i try to say.....but to the outside world.....i may as well have been a moving black obsidian statue.....this helmet hides all......
i reluctantly said goodbye, for now, to my wife.....kissing her, hoping to convey my sorrow at having comitted a crime that resulted in this path for me....i said good bye to Shi and Pet (i'm sorry for how this hurts you Pet.... i really am) and was led into the facility by Operator Sabra...
********************************
stepping out of the elevator, i was confronted by what seemed an everyday office......little did i know what lay in store for me once i was inside.......Operator Sabra led me inside, checked over my court papers.....and then le......
********************************
....i rouse from sleep, feeling very naked, with a strange feeling at the back of my skull, something stuck to my scalp, which i realise is bare, i am completley bald...NOOOOoooooooo.....i silently scream....what have the done to me.....
********************************
Operator Sabra, now with a vox attached talks to me, informs me of the basic rules of banishment...i listen intently, commiting them to memory, hoping that i do not forget them......WHAT???.......time can and most likely will be added to my sentence, no, no..that can't be......i sob inside the helmet that is covering my head, just another faceless, non-descript bane to the rest of the world.....
********************************
Operator Sabra takes me back down the the release area.....i hear her say something...."Custodian J-1006, initiate full protocols" and everything changes.......just like that, jesse Folland no longer exists......this bane is now known as J-1006 and only that untill such time as it's sentence of banishment is complete...
********************************
i turn around, trying to talk to Operator Sabra......nothing......no sign that i even am breathing apart from the rise and fall of my chest.......oh my god.......it's real.......nooooooo.......but wait.......through my tears......i see a sign......a person...standing off in the distance........i move closer, now able to read the sign...."I Love You J-1006"......
i do my best to hold back a few tears, my wife, standing there in the maid uniform i locked her into many days before, now hoping she finds a way out of it....i'm sorry my Love, please forgive me......i try to say.....but to the outside world.....i may as well have been a moving black obsidian statue.....this helmet hides all...... we stand there, looking at each other, i nod to her, blow her some kisses from my blank, faceless bane helmet....hoping that she knows i will always be there with her.....then, i leave......not wanting to hurt her anymore......i find a place very special to me......to us......and stay there, contemplating what it is i let myself in for when choosing banishment over a regular jail cell......well......i have a fair while to think about it...............
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