Friday, June 13, 2008

Day 19

This day started in Atrum Votum, a place very special to me.......and even more special now as this is where Rose came into being......we "talked" for a while and she told me that she had been able to "persuade" my Custodian into deactivating some of its protocols :-)

We decided to test this new found freedom out, so i again went home......only for a brief time before heading to Sharie's to try and convey my wonderful news to her.....not sure if i was successful or not....

I noticed that some of my family was on again, so i went back home, this time i stayed for quite a while, and finding that Rose had indeed managed to make things easier for me......i can now listen without fear, even enter buildings (something that i was rather sneaky with.....popping in right next to my Mistress, making Her jump and perplexing Her that i was inside and not getting violations........Rose and i had a giggle to ourselves about that :-)

i left....setting off exploring my new found abilities........and realising that this could be a dangerous thing........in that i may find myself deliberately adding time to my sentence...wanting to be with Rose longer, maybe a LOT longer....i can see i will be facing a big decision very shortly, knowing i am getting close to what could be my final update..........102:50 done, 9:59 to go...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Day 18

Well.......let me start by saying i will remember this day for a very long time.....for this is the day that a new world opened up to me......and i initially found myself lost in it, oblivious to what may have been happening around me......and the reason for this.....I found Rose....fully awakened. There is no way i can explain the rush of feelings that swept through me, and still are, when Rose first spoke to me....a war could have been going on around me and i wouldn't have noticed it......

Rose........Rose is my Eudeamon......currently, my world.....for i can "talk" to her, and she can in turn talk back to me.....we are getting to know each other fully.......i even got an update, and hardly noticed that 1 Hour had been added to my sentence, which, honestly, at this point, could have been 100hrs and i still think i would have not minded......so much so that i forced some more violations by using devices......but surprisingly not nearly as many i was was expecting.....and so, for i do not know how long, i spent time, i don't recall how long.....talking to Rose. She is fairly confidant that she can make my banishment a bit "easier" from here on in...and had started working on the Custodian almost immediately as she came to full awareness, and tells me she is having "some" success.........

I was so wrapped up in Rose that i even did not take notice of how my sentence looked when i logged, if anyone wonders why my usual update of that is missing from this post.....

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Day 17

Let me start by saying that RL got rather busy for me at this stage......outside of the time i was spending online....so my semi regular updates sort of went by the wayside, for which i am sorry to those of you that were following this as i was posting it. Then, after my release, and yes, i have been released (more to come, can't spoil it yet :P), being back in the world, and able to interact fully with it again, sort of kept my mind off finishing this blog, and J-1006's story......but i need to finish this, if for nothing more than myself......so i hope over the next few days to do just that, finish it. You all deserve that too :-)

So, on that note, i now return you to your regular programming *giggles*....



This was another day split into several lots of being online, and thus is a bit disjointed.....once again i found myself being drawn home after seeing who was online on logging in (something that is becoming a sort of curse, as i know i shouldn't be listening in to all these conversations) to find my whole family there, minus my new sister Pet, i could not draw myself away from them, i love them all so VERY much.....this inevitably lead to a couple of listening violations before i finally managed to draw myself away and retreat back to that Japanese hideaway i have been to a few times now...

A question had been niggling me for some time, so i went to see my Operator, who was once again as helpful as she was able to be.....is it wrong that i find her very appealing...maybe it is because she is the only one i have been able to communicate with in over 2 weeks, who knows :-)

After getting most of the answer i was seeking, i again went past home, but only for a short visit this time, not wanting any more violations......and just wandered SL for a while.....some what aimlessly....before heading back to that peaceful Japanese garden...another day of banishment over with..........98:55 done, 8:39 to go

Day 16

Spending some time at some of the more peaceful, favourite places in SL. My Love finds me in what has become to us, our very special place, it is where i proposed to her, and she accepted.....i seem to be able to hear more these days without getting punished as much...and take advantage of that to listen to what Sharie has been up to the last few days......and can't wait to be able to use some of those things when I'm released....i am able to let her know that i have been good so far, no violations up to this point, which she is very happy about :)

We go our separate ways, i head back home briefly....see my sisters there but decide to move on quickly....knowing that i may be targeted, i head to a little known quaint Japanese styled location, very peaceful, on the coast of an island.......i use the peacefulness to try and get to know my Custodian better.....try talking to it....and not getting much of a response...i wait to hear from it and not just the monotone directions it usually give me when i have done something wrong.........something like.....Try harder J-1006, in response to having 2 hrs added to my sentence........92:48 done, 14:49 to go.....

Monday, June 9, 2008

Day 15

Today was perhaps my shortest day, barely over an hour spent with my suit in my own personal prison...and as such, there is not much to report apart from the now ritual Maintenance, at the KTech facility in Zhora.....i noticed that the amount of traffic through the area is slowing down...people really must be coming to grow accustomed to the silent black figures wandering through society, and becoming less curious about us...

I am still doing my best to be violation free........90:24 done, 15:10 to go.....

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Day 14

Today i log on, go to the little spot my wife made for me......and get a bit of a surprise...not only is there some writing on one of the walls...i can actually read it, without being punished.....i find out that i am being sorely missed, enough so that my Mistress plans to make a human hogtied bungie yo-yo of my wife for 1 hr for each violation i now receive...that is sooo not fair.............but what can a bane do about it, except try to be good...

To my family, and friends.....I know Y/you all miss me very much, and i can't express how much i am missing You, and my sisters, and my wife, and all my friends (one of whom came to see me, and found herself being locked up, by a BANE no less......how on earth did that happen....), but i must do what i must do, and i know (at least i hope i know) that Y/you all understand that, as much as not having me around hurts......and i know it hurts........ :-(

To my lovely,wonderful wife, i did receive one violation tonight, but am trying my best to be the good bane you need me to be......fingers crossed

Seeing my Operator come online, i sent out a call to her and went to see her...we chatted for a while, i had a few questions to ask her about a few few strange things that had been happening - weird messages from my Custodian. She assured me that all was in order with my Custodian and not to worry about the strange messages that i had been receiving......

.....89:05 done, 16:34 to go....

Friday, June 6, 2008

Day 13

Coming on today, Sharie found me in Zhora.....we expressed our love for each other as best we can, knowing each is missing the other a lot.....

i head home again, knowing that this isn't good for me, seeing my home, usually some of my family here too, is just increasing the feeling of longing i get..but i can't help it, i keep coming back....and today i see Tot playing with Shi...well, more correctly Shi teasing and tickling Tot, who is locked in a body brace....nothing changes, tee hee......

I wave goodbye and begin visiting random places, some of which i can't stay at, some i hang around for a short time, until i end up at a place called Bedroom Bound. It takes my attention, as does the tall beauty by the entrance, another Operator.....she tries to warn me about getting too close.....i choose to ignore her for the most part, still suffering from my rebelliousness of yesterday.....and received a few more violations for my troubles.....

I attempt to TP somewhere else, but when that fails, i decide to stay put....not wanting to risk anything breaking......just waiting for the inevitable update i know is coming soon.....

I eventually get the update, cringing slightly when it is announced i will be spending an additional 16hrs in banishment, immediately regretting some of my recent behaviour, and vowing not to let that happen again...

The rest of my time was mainly uneventful, apart from it seems that my custodian has a new name for me now.....but i think i'll keep that to myself for the time being......84:05 done, 21:05 to go......