Coming online, i noticed my wife was on, and not being able to stay away, even for my own good......i went to snark to see her. From the small bits of conversation i could get, i could tell that she was testing her new plug in, with Virgo's help.......and it seemed to be going well from what i could gather...i am so proud of her......heaven knows how hard this must be on her, being kept from me.......i found myself thinking back over the time leading up to my banishment, how she let me lock her up for 100 hrs....most of it on our vac bed in her place....oh the memories.....pity i can't do much about the feelings they stir in me....not yet anyway....
i left before i got any violations, heading first to deitide, which was pretty much dead. One woman came up to me and started talking, so i left and headed to Zhora as i was due for Maintenance anyway, that was just an excuse to not get "inverted" again, as fun as that is....
Later on, i went home to watch Mistress, Tot & Faye, and listen to them as much as i could, which again turned out to be quite a while before nerves finally got the better of me and i moved onto Sharie's place, her roof in actual fact.....which provided me a wonderful view, from that high up....
Some time later, Mistress appeared on the roof with me, startling me slightly and then talking to me, telling me some of the things i had missed over the last week....of course, She wasn't to know that i was only understanding 2/3's of most of the things She was saying, but i was just enjoying being close to Her......i wasn't going to interrupt.....i even managed to communicate a few thins back to Her.......the first time i had tried since i got.....well, for a long time now...i was able to let Her know i was still doing OK, handling my banishment as well as could be expected......
Another call for maintenance broke up our meeting, i went off to the facility fro my maintenance before returning back to sharies roof.....and not much later i received the expected update informing me of the extra 2hrs i would spend in banishment.....
Another day over with......i am now past my initial sentence time of 60hrs as well.....63:30 done, 18:54 to go....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Day 7
Almost immediately coming on today, i heard the message that all banes come to fear i imagine, "Receiving weekly update from server".....and i knew this was going to be a bad one, having been ti***********************************************
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******************************************and there it was, 11 hrs added. "Try harder J-1006!". Well, that nastiness over with.....
Most of today i was dealing with some very strange goings on inside my head.....well, all to do with the Custodian of course....so i found a nice quiet place to just go and let what ever was going on happen. It seems as if there is some kind of battle going on inside my head, between the Custodian and, well, something else.....i have no idea what.....and to tell you the truth, I'm not sure who i want to win, sure the Custodian is quick (mostly) to deliver punishments when i step outside the bounds of banishment, but it is only doing what it has been programmed to do. This new, entity, is something i have no idea about, and am not sure if it would be better or worse to have in my head than the Custodian. As for the Custodian, I went through a stage of hating it, but now see it as an extension of those people in Kelley Technologies evil minds to create such a thing in the first place, and i no longer hate my Custodian, i just live with it, trying to do the right thing so that i can finish my sentence and get back to all the people that love me and are missing me....
Things quietened down somewhat after a time, so i decided to use some of my newly discovered freedom of walking on something that wasn't just bare ground, and visited a few of my former self's old haunts, namely Deitide (again), Stone Haven Island and Snark (better known as Psi's Realm). I stayed away from people for the most part, some came near me, said a few things, but mostly i was ignored. There seem to be quite a few of us around society these days, and people are becoming accustomed to ignoring us, as they should do for their own well being....
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******************************************and there it was, 11 hrs added. "Try harder J-1006!". Well, that nastiness over with.....
Most of today i was dealing with some very strange goings on inside my head.....well, all to do with the Custodian of course....so i found a nice quiet place to just go and let what ever was going on happen. It seems as if there is some kind of battle going on inside my head, between the Custodian and, well, something else.....i have no idea what.....and to tell you the truth, I'm not sure who i want to win, sure the Custodian is quick (mostly) to deliver punishments when i step outside the bounds of banishment, but it is only doing what it has been programmed to do. This new, entity, is something i have no idea about, and am not sure if it would be better or worse to have in my head than the Custodian. As for the Custodian, I went through a stage of hating it, but now see it as an extension of those people in Kelley Technologies evil minds to create such a thing in the first place, and i no longer hate my Custodian, i just live with it, trying to do the right thing so that i can finish my sentence and get back to all the people that love me and are missing me....
Things quietened down somewhat after a time, so i decided to use some of my newly discovered freedom of walking on something that wasn't just bare ground, and visited a few of my former self's old haunts, namely Deitide (again), Stone Haven Island and Snark (better known as Psi's Realm). I stayed away from people for the most part, some came near me, said a few things, but mostly i was ignored. There seem to be quite a few of us around society these days, and people are becoming accustomed to ignoring us, as they should do for their own well being....
I was feeling rather daring at this point, and decided to go to my wife's house (a sky box). I arrived, having carefully chosen my point to be just above her roof....and there i was, standing on her roof....she must have noticed me arriving as not 30 seconds later, there she was, beautiful as ever, a sight for sore, covered eyes....i tried sitting on the roof, but soon earned myself a violation for "Using Devices"..bah.....so standing room only i guess, hi hi. We stood there, time slipping away, me imagining what might be running through her mind, wanting to know how her projects are going, her plug in, her script, her cage.....but knowing i can only wait to be released to find these and so many other things out that were happening all around me while i am banished....
I knew this had been a reasonably long day when i heard the weekly update message again, this time it was only 1 more hour added......much easier to hear than the 11 in the previous update, my rebellious side has been put back in her box for now......hopefully not to resurface again until my sentence is over with....and with that, it was time for my day to end.........54:46 hrs done, 25:43 hrs to go....
Day 6
i awake today with a certain sense of excitement....some very strange things occurred yesterday.....hopefully those problems are behind me.
Today was going to be a day of testing, pushing to see just exactly what i could and could not do (ie get away with). With that in mind, i visited the Deitide open area, on a theory i had developed and was proving........seems we banes can walk on some "private" property....as i stayed in deitide for approx 20 mins before making my way to castle darkstone where i had the unfortunate experience of someone trying to push me into a cage....after avoiding that, i continued onto darkstone where i entered a building that did not have a "floor" but that turned out to be a trap floor......which i got caught by.....and the violations started. I tried to wait the trap out, let it time out, but after 4 violations (separated by a very peculiar message - Custodian: : Security compromised. Unknown protocol. : - which i didn't notice until arriving in Zhora) i decided discretion was the better part of valour and left, back to deitide......and so began what was to become probably my most heavily punished day of my banishment....
Another maintenance required, another trip back to KTech......which seemed to be a popular place today....there being several people gathered by the public building.....talking, and i couldn't help myself, i got to within hearing distance, knowing that staying here too long would result in punishment, but doing it anyway. After listening for 15 minutes, a few banes appeared around the place, i decided to go "visit" one....walking right up to it, feeling decidedly care free and rebellious, i soon got a violation, quickly followed by a second, and a third as i had turned to walk away...
Heading back to the public building, i noticed the tell tale monitoring light come on and decided that is was time to really test out my Custodian.....see what it was capable of once and for all......i giggled, emoting it.....as i stood next to a civilian, which earned me the first of many violations i was soon to receive.......when suddenly my custodian spoke to me......in disbelief that i would dare emote, having already suffered the consequences of trying to communicate in this way....which only spurred me on.....i laughed, Custodian suggested i behave as i know i should, to which i emoted back that i didn't know, and bam......a punishment for a communicating attempt violation........ which was followed by 3 more violations for the same reason, all the while being chastised by my Custodian until i stopped emoting....and my Custodian warned me that this would not go well when my update was received......which i knew already, but was ignoring it today.....
Still in the mood i was in, i continued to listen to the conversation going on near me, which incurred more berating by the Custodian, to which i mainly ignored apart from the emote to tell it i knew i shouldn't be listening, getting myself another communicating violation, laughing to myself at it's feeble attempts to get me to "behave", it went as far as to take away my sight for a short amount of time.....
At this stage, one of the gathered civilians took an interest in me, in my brazenness to stand there listening to them talk......it was also at this stage that the voice in my head changed, i think it was even trying to "help" me....though i must say it went unnoticed by me at this stage and i kept on listening, even waving and blowing a kiss to the civilian that was looking at me, which seemed to shock her causing her to wonder if i had started to go crazy, or become suit dependant (which may have not been far from the truth, as outsiders would see it anyway). At the same stage, my Custodian had resorted to what seemed like tormenting me...until i moved closer to the civilian and received another contact violation.......which was followed by a very weird, definitely not normal, message from the Custodian....but that was when i stopped my, some would say insanity, i like to call it rebelling, period.....and left to a secret location, not far from the KTech facility......
I was still receiving messages from my somewhat strange sounding Custodian......which i finally worked out was not quite normal.........but decided i better log for the night, lest i return to my bad ways and get any more violations on top of the many i had received (22 at last count) already today.....and after a few more "helpful instructions" from my strange sounding Custodian......i logged.......44:50 done, 23:50 to go....
Today was going to be a day of testing, pushing to see just exactly what i could and could not do (ie get away with). With that in mind, i visited the Deitide open area, on a theory i had developed and was proving........seems we banes can walk on some "private" property....as i stayed in deitide for approx 20 mins before making my way to castle darkstone where i had the unfortunate experience of someone trying to push me into a cage....after avoiding that, i continued onto darkstone where i entered a building that did not have a "floor" but that turned out to be a trap floor......which i got caught by.....and the violations started. I tried to wait the trap out, let it time out, but after 4 violations (separated by a very peculiar message - Custodian: : Security compromised. Unknown protocol. : - which i didn't notice until arriving in Zhora) i decided discretion was the better part of valour and left, back to deitide......and so began what was to become probably my most heavily punished day of my banishment....
Another maintenance required, another trip back to KTech......which seemed to be a popular place today....there being several people gathered by the public building.....talking, and i couldn't help myself, i got to within hearing distance, knowing that staying here too long would result in punishment, but doing it anyway. After listening for 15 minutes, a few banes appeared around the place, i decided to go "visit" one....walking right up to it, feeling decidedly care free and rebellious, i soon got a violation, quickly followed by a second, and a third as i had turned to walk away...
Heading back to the public building, i noticed the tell tale monitoring light come on and decided that is was time to really test out my Custodian.....see what it was capable of once and for all......i giggled, emoting it.....as i stood next to a civilian, which earned me the first of many violations i was soon to receive.......when suddenly my custodian spoke to me......in disbelief that i would dare emote, having already suffered the consequences of trying to communicate in this way....which only spurred me on.....i laughed, Custodian suggested i behave as i know i should, to which i emoted back that i didn't know, and bam......a punishment for a communicating attempt violation........ which was followed by 3 more violations for the same reason, all the while being chastised by my Custodian until i stopped emoting....and my Custodian warned me that this would not go well when my update was received......which i knew already, but was ignoring it today.....
Still in the mood i was in, i continued to listen to the conversation going on near me, which incurred more berating by the Custodian, to which i mainly ignored apart from the emote to tell it i knew i shouldn't be listening, getting myself another communicating violation, laughing to myself at it's feeble attempts to get me to "behave", it went as far as to take away my sight for a short amount of time.....
At this stage, one of the gathered civilians took an interest in me, in my brazenness to stand there listening to them talk......it was also at this stage that the voice in my head changed, i think it was even trying to "help" me....though i must say it went unnoticed by me at this stage and i kept on listening, even waving and blowing a kiss to the civilian that was looking at me, which seemed to shock her causing her to wonder if i had started to go crazy, or become suit dependant (which may have not been far from the truth, as outsiders would see it anyway). At the same stage, my Custodian had resorted to what seemed like tormenting me...until i moved closer to the civilian and received another contact violation.......which was followed by a very weird, definitely not normal, message from the Custodian....but that was when i stopped my, some would say insanity, i like to call it rebelling, period.....and left to a secret location, not far from the KTech facility......
I was still receiving messages from my somewhat strange sounding Custodian......which i finally worked out was not quite normal.........but decided i better log for the night, lest i return to my bad ways and get any more violations on top of the many i had received (22 at last count) already today.....and after a few more "helpful instructions" from my strange sounding Custodian......i logged.......44:50 done, 23:50 to go....
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Day 5
Logged on today in the middle of Zhora, there were a few banes present and i foolishly walked right up to one, and sure enough received a proximity violation. I moved away immediately, but apparently onto the spot that the KTech LM points to, as 2 popped right on top of me, and yes, this time contact violation ensued...so i bit the bullet and walked up to the other end of the area, well out of range of civilians and other banes that were around. I then found myself wasting time while putting off contacting my Operator. About 5 mins later, Operator Sabra TP'd me to her. I had some questions regarding my Custodian, thinking that maybe it had a slight malfunction.....after obtaining a report from it, Operator Sabra informed me that indeed everything was in order. I also asked about how i was supposed to be punished whenever i entered a building or private residence, but as yet, had not received any such violations. I decided to take things into my own hands and walked into my Operators house, where not 30 seconds later, there she was, that mechanical voice in my head telling me that i was not allowed to enter buildings...and that would be one more contact violation thank you very much ;-/
After we both moved outside, my Operator warned me not to take this lightly, not to deliberately cause violations and telling me that she would be keeping a closer
watch on my movements.....this awakened my mischievous side, and for some reason, i found myself, teasing her, saying how i knew some sneaky ways to get around her trying to keep a closer eye on me........this went on for some 10 minutes until i could no longer hold back....and started to emote....knowing full well that it is the worst thing a bane can attempt to do, but nonetheless doing it, even while Operator Sabra was cautioning me not to!! And surely enough, soon i received an attempting to communicate violation, all the while smiling to myself inside my helmet while hearing Operator Sabra's slightly garbled speech telling em that i may be becoming a troublesome case for her.....and knowing that yes, i could become very troublesome indeed........
Looking back, this was probably the time that something happened inside my helmet, specifically with my Custodian....maybe i overloaded it, who knows......what i do know, is that i then TP'd to KTech, where at first, i could walk around, however the Custodian was no longer repeating what people were saying to me, i was just getting a whole lot of " ... "'s, i sat down, and then remembered about the Maintenance message i got while with Operator Sabra, so i stood up, used auto-pilot (Go to) to move to the Maintenance station and then went to walk in......but hang on, i can't move....(one minor panic attack later).....hang on.....this might just be an anomaly i can fix.....after several attempts ((re-logs)) with no change, i was saying to myself "OK, ok, no need to panic (yeah right, who am i trying to kid here???)....so luckily, i still had Operator Sabra's TP details in the chat history which i used to go back to her house to wait for her to come online.....and faded out for a short while......
************************some time later that day**************************
coming back online, i was hoping that things would sort themselves out, but no, still not able to move, but what's that....someone is send**********************************************************
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*********************************************i arrive back with Operator Sabra, she again tries to get a report from the Custodian after logging only to be met wi***************************************
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*************************************************is telling me not to worry, that we will sort this issue out once we can see Dr. Kelley, and to stay calm and to go somewhere that will not have much traffic......i decide to head to Zhora and the KTech facility, though far away from the building and Maintenance station. i do the only thing i can and sit down, watching from afar as banes come and go, civilians come and go, even my wife came by to send me her love, though i could not hear it at all now, the custodian still not reporting anything through to me...WHOA....what on earth was that....Custodi*****************************
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***************************nd here i still am, sitting, waiting.
OK, time to....wow...there is Dr. Kelley contacting me through the Custodian, telling me to go see my Operator who ha********************************************************************
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***********************************************ends me back on my way, everything back in order again...i head to Zhora for a short time before finally succumbed to the need for sleep, exhausted from an emotionally draining day............38:53 gone, 29:52 to go
After we both moved outside, my Operator warned me not to take this lightly, not to deliberately cause violations and telling me that she would be keeping a closer
watch on my movements.....this awakened my mischievous side, and for some reason, i found myself, teasing her, saying how i knew some sneaky ways to get around her trying to keep a closer eye on me........this went on for some 10 minutes until i could no longer hold back....and started to emote....knowing full well that it is the worst thing a bane can attempt to do, but nonetheless doing it, even while Operator Sabra was cautioning me not to!! And surely enough, soon i received an attempting to communicate violation, all the while smiling to myself inside my helmet while hearing Operator Sabra's slightly garbled speech telling em that i may be becoming a troublesome case for her.....and knowing that yes, i could become very troublesome indeed........Looking back, this was probably the time that something happened inside my helmet, specifically with my Custodian....maybe i overloaded it, who knows......what i do know, is that i then TP'd to KTech, where at first, i could walk around, however the Custodian was no longer repeating what people were saying to me, i was just getting a whole lot of " ... "'s, i sat down, and then remembered about the Maintenance message i got while with Operator Sabra, so i stood up, used auto-pilot (Go to) to move to the Maintenance station and then went to walk in......but hang on, i can't move....(one minor panic attack later).....hang on.....this might just be an anomaly i can fix.....after several attempts ((re-logs)) with no change, i was saying to myself "OK, ok, no need to panic (yeah right, who am i trying to kid here???)....so luckily, i still had Operator Sabra's TP details in the chat history which i used to go back to her house to wait for her to come online.....and faded out for a short while......
************************some time later that day**************************
coming back online, i was hoping that things would sort themselves out, but no, still not able to move, but what's that....someone is send**********************************************************
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*********************************************i arrive back with Operator Sabra, she again tries to get a report from the Custodian after logging only to be met wi***************************************
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*************************************************is telling me not to worry, that we will sort this issue out once we can see Dr. Kelley, and to stay calm and to go somewhere that will not have much traffic......i decide to head to Zhora and the KTech facility, though far away from the building and Maintenance station. i do the only thing i can and sit down, watching from afar as banes come and go, civilians come and go, even my wife came by to send me her love, though i could not hear it at all now, the custodian still not reporting anything through to me...WHOA....what on earth was that....Custodi*****************************
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***************************nd here i still am, sitting, waiting.
OK, time to....wow...there is Dr. Kelley contacting me through the Custodian, telling me to go see my Operator who ha********************************************************************
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***********************************************ends me back on my way, everything back in order again...i head to Zhora for a short time before finally succumbed to the need for sleep, exhausted from an emotionally draining day............38:53 gone, 29:52 to go
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Day 4
Today i decided to mostly stay in Zhora....i was on for a short time initially, Shi came and saw me, led me away from the main area where she waved, said hello, let me know that i was being missed. i did my best to show i i knew, and that i was missing my loved ones....i think she got the message.
When i logged back in later, it wasn't long before i heard the message that i'm sure most banes comes to fear, "Custodian : Weekly update being recieved from server....." and then ""Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 2 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " ... *pouts* well, still not too bad, could be worse i guess.
And i fear it may get worse, as i just got 2 more proximity violations.....us banes can't get too close now, never know, we may band together to storm KTech.......NOT!!....but that will be some more time i have to spend in this personal isolation cell made to look like a shiny black, faceless statue.....
The castle and it's grounds that back onto the public area around KTech had been calling to me, so i decided to try my luck walking up the path into the grounds....again, no violations....where i had a look around, not daring to go into the castle proper, as it would be just my luck that i'd be somewhere difficult to get out from when my Custodian finally decided that i shouldn't be on private property. i managed to skirt around the back of the castle where i could still observe the comings and goings of people and banes alike in the area outside KTech......which is where my love found me, a noise behind me alerted me to her presence.....a kiss, blown in my direction....i turned to behold her, dressed in one of her favourite outfits...a white halter and VERY short skirt....i felt those longing feelings i always get when ever i see her, though i am unable to act on them at all while banished *pouts inside the helmet*. She sent me some hugs, more blown kisses, before she left on my account, knowing that any longer was likely to cause more punishments for me, thank you my Love :-).
I then spent a lot of time just listening to bits and pieces of conversations between a few groups of people, some were talking about choosing banishmnet and were trying to ask me questions about it...which i of course could not respond to....they as far as to test the range at which i might get punished for being too close, but thankfully abandoned this befroe i got a violation thankfully......
I then noticed my big sister Tot appear.....i moved closer to her where she let me know of some very sad news about my little sister Faye....dear, my thoughts are with you and i wish i could be there for you.....which depressed my somewhat, but knowing there was nothing i could do about it...i blew a kiss to Tot, motioned a hug to her, knowing she would pass it on for me, thanks Sis :-)
Once again i was alone, no one around, so i sat by the fountain, letting the sound of the water relax and calm me......then i got a sort of conformation of my earlier thoughts about my Custodian, the only issue i have is whether or not i report it to my Operator....maybe i'll wait to see what else happens first....
Just as i was about to leave another day as a bane behind me, i was very pleasantly suprised to see my wife drop in again to blow me another kiss......which i cherished, then someone came up to me, i moved away but he chased me, so i was forced to TP to my hidden spot......to find a rose left there by my wife, which brought a single tear to my eye, what did i do to deserve you sharie......so ended my 4th day as a bane.......28:45 done, 35:26 to go
When i logged back in later, it wasn't long before i heard the message that i'm sure most banes comes to fear, "Custodian : Weekly update being recieved from server....." and then ""Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 2 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " ... *pouts* well, still not too bad, could be worse i guess.
And i fear it may get worse, as i just got 2 more proximity violations.....us banes can't get too close now, never know, we may band together to storm KTech.......NOT!!....but that will be some more time i have to spend in this personal isolation cell made to look like a shiny black, faceless statue.....
The castle and it's grounds that back onto the public area around KTech had been calling to me, so i decided to try my luck walking up the path into the grounds....again, no violations....where i had a look around, not daring to go into the castle proper, as it would be just my luck that i'd be somewhere difficult to get out from when my Custodian finally decided that i shouldn't be on private property. i managed to skirt around the back of the castle where i could still observe the comings and goings of people and banes alike in the area outside KTech......which is where my love found me, a noise behind me alerted me to her presence.....a kiss, blown in my direction....i turned to behold her, dressed in one of her favourite outfits...a white halter and VERY short skirt....i felt those longing feelings i always get when ever i see her, though i am unable to act on them at all while banished *pouts inside the helmet*. She sent me some hugs, more blown kisses, before she left on my account, knowing that any longer was likely to cause more punishments for me, thank you my Love :-).
I then spent a lot of time just listening to bits and pieces of conversations between a few groups of people, some were talking about choosing banishmnet and were trying to ask me questions about it...which i of course could not respond to....they as far as to test the range at which i might get punished for being too close, but thankfully abandoned this befroe i got a violation thankfully......
I then noticed my big sister Tot appear.....i moved closer to her where she let me know of some very sad news about my little sister Faye....dear, my thoughts are with you and i wish i could be there for you.....which depressed my somewhat, but knowing there was nothing i could do about it...i blew a kiss to Tot, motioned a hug to her, knowing she would pass it on for me, thanks Sis :-)
Once again i was alone, no one around, so i sat by the fountain, letting the sound of the water relax and calm me......then i got a sort of conformation of my earlier thoughts about my Custodian, the only issue i have is whether or not i report it to my Operator....maybe i'll wait to see what else happens first....
Just as i was about to leave another day as a bane behind me, i was very pleasantly suprised to see my wife drop in again to blow me another kiss......which i cherished, then someone came up to me, i moved away but he chased me, so i was forced to TP to my hidden spot......to find a rose left there by my wife, which brought a single tear to my eye, what did i do to deserve you sharie......so ended my 4th day as a bane.......28:45 done, 35:26 to go
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Day 3
My day started out in Zhora, where another bane showed up soon after i logged in, she came straight up to me before i had a chance to move and caused a contact vioaltion, needless to say i moved to a safe distance immediately....i then checked out her profile, and her blog.....bane sex, she had tried it with another bane obviously.......strange, yet somehow attractive....maybe......
I felt StoneHaven Island calling me, so i headed that way, of course, not TP'ing straight there, as that lands you in the vendor area.....not the brightest move i could make at this point
....i instead used a little trick i have......anyways...i was in Snark, and this picture just came to me....
SH was rather deserted, not many people around.....i headed up to the patio......and sat there on the rocky outcrop near the waterfall, very calming.....i noticed Aimee pop in, i waved, but don't know if she saw this bane or not...
After a short time, i was informed by my Custodian that i had waited to long for Maintenance, and now protocol "invert" had been initiated.....it didn't take me long to work out exactly what protocol "invert" involved...needless to say, i went in for Maintenance, which cancelled the invert protocol thankfully.
I decided to have a look around at the buildings near KTech ...... and found that i was still able to enter buildings with no consequences ....... maybe my Custodian is not quite with it at the moment, i'm not complaining mind you...hihi.
i headed back towards KTech, only to be pleasantly suprised to see my dear wife there, waving to me...i risked a wave back and montioned to blow her a kiss, both of which went thankfully unnoticed by my Custodian.......and then i faded out.....23:20 done, 38:50 to go
I felt StoneHaven Island calling me, so i headed that way, of course, not TP'ing straight there, as that lands you in the vendor area.....not the brightest move i could make at this point
....i instead used a little trick i have......anyways...i was in Snark, and this picture just came to me....SH was rather deserted, not many people around.....i headed up to the patio......and sat there on the rocky outcrop near the waterfall, very calming.....i noticed Aimee pop in, i waved, but don't know if she saw this bane or not...
After a short time, i was informed by my Custodian that i had waited to long for Maintenance, and now protocol "invert" had been initiated.....it didn't take me long to work out exactly what protocol "invert" involved...needless to say, i went in for Maintenance, which cancelled the invert protocol thankfully.
I decided to have a look around at the buildings near KTech ...... and found that i was still able to enter buildings with no consequences ....... maybe my Custodian is not quite with it at the moment, i'm not complaining mind you...hihi.
i headed back towards KTech, only to be pleasantly suprised to see my dear wife there, waving to me...i risked a wave back and montioned to blow her a kiss, both of which went thankfully unnoticed by my Custodian.......and then i faded out.....23:20 done, 38:50 to go
Day 2
Today i visited the SIM in which my wife has her house and shop......i was able to walk around at ground level, exploring, having a look around.....then i found a little retreat, tucked away, where i spent some time, just letting it pass....
I decided to try visiting somewhere that may be a bit more populated....so i went to deitide, remembering to come in at ground level, and not up in the BDSM area....(though on that, i seem to have been able to enter numerous buildings, for some time, with no violations....may have to mention this to my Operator, maybe)...so there i was wandering
around deitide...saw one or two civilians, when i spotted a lovely pond....so i decided to sit and rest for a while....
Some time later, i got the call that Maintenance was again "overdue", so i headed back to KTech to perform that most humiliating of tasks.......
then i stayed around for a while, observing the small amount of traffic passing through before heading to bed....18:30 done, 43:45 to go...
I decided to try visiting somewhere that may be a bit more populated....so i went to deitide, remembering to come in at ground level, and not up in the BDSM area....(though on that, i seem to have been able to enter numerous buildings, for some time, with no violations....may have to mention this to my Operator, maybe)...so there i was wandering
around deitide...saw one or two civilians, when i spotted a lovely pond....so i decided to sit and rest for a while....This was a very nice spot, gave me time to wonder what my friends and family ight be doing, what troubles my sisters are getting themselves into, hehe....i was also wondering how Sharie was doing on her new project, and making an RP anim for me..*giggles to herself*...
Some time later, i got the call that Maintenance was again "overdue", so i headed back to KTech to perform that most humiliating of tasks.......
then i stayed around for a while, observing the small amount of traffic passing through before heading to bed....18:30 done, 43:45 to go...
Day 1 Cont.
OK, where was i....oh yes.....i had just received notification that my sentence had been increased by 1 hr.......better than i was expecting from all I'd heard before being banished. i must have been a fairly good bane up to this point.
most of the rest of the day i spent moving around some......i went home again, found my wife, my love, waiting there for me......we both sat there, looking at each other for quite some time, i risked a wave, a nod....i got away with them this time...she eventually left, for what reason i did not know....i noticed her logging not long after....
so i found myself back in Zhora......watching people and banes come and go.....i then got the notification i was overdue for "maintenance", so i had to go and perform that most humiliating task....
that over with....i spend some time trying to relax and meditate..yeah, you could call it that...thinking about what might be going on while I'm banished..
time passes and i need to log......with just under 50hrs left to go......
most of the rest of the day i spent moving around some......i went home again, found my wife, my love, waiting there for me......we both sat there, looking at each other for quite some time, i risked a wave, a nod....i got away with them this time...she eventually left, for what reason i did not know....i noticed her logging not long after....
so i found myself back in Zhora......watching people and banes come and go.....i then got the notification i was overdue for "maintenance", so i had to go and perform that most humiliating task....
that over with....i spend some time trying to relax and meditate..yeah, you could call it that...thinking about what might be going on while I'm banished..
time passes and i need to log......with just under 50hrs left to go......
Friday, May 23, 2008
Day 1
So there i was, logging back on for the first time as J-1006 after being sentenced and sealed into this suit which will be my home for my sentence, how ever long that turns out to be. As things would have it, fate kind of helped me out a bit, coming down sick in RL enabled me to spend what will undoubtedly be my longest time online in a day for my sentence (almost 10 hrs - a usual day will be 4hrs approx.). I spent maybe an hour in the place i logged from, somewhere i feel at peace..... I sorted out some gestures (always good fun) and did a small amount of testing....
I decided to head back to KTech, to have a bit of a look around, see what other banes were there, and to explore the are some...discovering a few nooks here and there that are nice to spend some time in...... i came across J-1941, a friend back when neither of us were banished.....we managed to stay far enough away from each other and display some tricks.....and we walked around some.....J-1941 suddenly disappeared and i decided to try and follow her.....which almost landed us both with a proximity violation.....I'm now more careful when following someone !!
We managed to spend some time, wandering around, finding a few nice areas that a bane could sit and contemplate their wrong doings......and not have to worry about curious citizens coming up to us and causing contact violations :-)
I saw some of jesse's family members come online, so i headed back to my former home, jesse's home, and stayed a safe distance away, where i could hear bits and pieces of conversations, but not cause any listening or contact violations. I stayed there for a fair while, listening, risking a wave here and there, to try and let them know that it was their former sister outside, in the shiny black bane suit, watching over them.....but i eventually had to leave, the temptation to get closer, try and hear more, and more likely receive a violation, was getting to great.....
I found myself wandering then for quite a while, walking around, observing people go about their SL lives, mostly oblivious to the black figure that would stop and watch them, then move on....
I found myself drawn back to the area around the facility, observing people coming and going, seeing some filling out their own applications, wishing that i had someway to warn them off, to tell them to not choose the banishment option for incarceration.....but knowing that i had no way to do it.....i saw some other banes being talked to by their Operators, risking a listen to some of the conversations......and then "Proximity Violation: May not approach other Banes" blares through my head....i turn around to see another bane has approached me, getting to close.....i quickly move, increasing the distance between us, but she chased me, causing another violation, so i had to move somewhere else, not wanting a territory fight right now..
I decided to try and contact my Operator, as i had a few queries, and had been told during processing to contact her if i had any questions....Operator Sabra took some to summon me, which i had no right to expect anything else, being a bane you do not expect prompt responses with these things, and i was able to ask my questions and she answered them, which cleared my mind some what.
My Operator informed me that i would soon be receiving an update from my custodian, an update about what i did not know, so i found a quiet spot to sit and wait for it to come, not having much choice to do otherwise anyway....some time later....."Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 1 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " . Well, there is another question answered.
....to be continued
I decided to head back to KTech, to have a bit of a look around, see what other banes were there, and to explore the are some...discovering a few nooks here and there that are nice to spend some time in...... i came across J-1941, a friend back when neither of us were banished.....we managed to stay far enough away from each other and display some tricks.....and we walked around some.....J-1941 suddenly disappeared and i decided to try and follow her.....which almost landed us both with a proximity violation.....I'm now more careful when following someone !!
We managed to spend some time, wandering around, finding a few nice areas that a bane could sit and contemplate their wrong doings......and not have to worry about curious citizens coming up to us and causing contact violations :-)
I saw some of jesse's family members come online, so i headed back to my former home, jesse's home, and stayed a safe distance away, where i could hear bits and pieces of conversations, but not cause any listening or contact violations. I stayed there for a fair while, listening, risking a wave here and there, to try and let them know that it was their former sister outside, in the shiny black bane suit, watching over them.....but i eventually had to leave, the temptation to get closer, try and hear more, and more likely receive a violation, was getting to great.....
I found myself wandering then for quite a while, walking around, observing people go about their SL lives, mostly oblivious to the black figure that would stop and watch them, then move on....
I found myself drawn back to the area around the facility, observing people coming and going, seeing some filling out their own applications, wishing that i had someway to warn them off, to tell them to not choose the banishment option for incarceration.....but knowing that i had no way to do it.....i saw some other banes being talked to by their Operators, risking a listen to some of the conversations......and then "Proximity Violation: May not approach other Banes" blares through my head....i turn around to see another bane has approached me, getting to close.....i quickly move, increasing the distance between us, but she chased me, causing another violation, so i had to move somewhere else, not wanting a territory fight right now..
I decided to try and contact my Operator, as i had a few queries, and had been told during processing to contact her if i had any questions....Operator Sabra took some to summon me, which i had no right to expect anything else, being a bane you do not expect prompt responses with these things, and i was able to ask my questions and she answered them, which cleared my mind some what.
My Operator informed me that i would soon be receiving an update from my custodian, an update about what i did not know, so i found a quiet spot to sit and wait for it to come, not having much choice to do otherwise anyway....some time later....."Custodian: : Violations totaled and demerits assigned. For this week's violations, your sentence has been extended by 1 hours. Try harder, J-1006. " . Well, there is another question answered.
....to be continued
Thursday, May 22, 2008
So it begins.......the "birth" of J-1006
......there i was, talking to my sisters and my wife, when an Operator of Kelley Technologies came up to me and cuffed me before i knew what was happening.... Operator Sabra informed me that my time to be processed had come, and gave me a few minutes to say my good byes...
i reluctantly said goodbye, for now, to my wife.....kissing her, hoping to convey my sorrow at having comitted a crime that resulted in this path for me....i said good bye to Shi and Pet (i'm sorry for how this hurts you Pet.... i really am) and was led into the facility by Operator Sabra...
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stepping out of the elevator, i was confronted by what seemed an everyday office......little did i know what lay in store for me once i was inside.......Operator Sabra led me inside, checked over my court papers.....and then le......
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....i rouse from sleep, feeling very naked, with a strange feeling at the back of my skull, something stuck to my scalp, which i realise is bare, i am completley bald...NOOOOoooooooo.....i silently scream....what have the done to me.....
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Operator Sabra, now with a vox attached talks to me, informs me of the basic rules of banishment...i listen intently, commiting them to memory, hoping that i do not forget them......WHAT???.......time can and most likely will be added to my sentence, no, no..that can't be......i sob inside the helmet that is covering my head, just another faceless, non-descript bane to the rest of the world.....
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Operator Sabra takes me back down the the release area.....i hear her say something...."Custodian J-1006, initiate full protocols" and everything changes.......just like that, jesse Folland no longer exists......this bane is now known as J-1006 and only that untill such time as it's sentence of banishment is complete...
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i turn around, trying to talk to Operator Sabra......nothing......no sign that i even am breathing apart from the rise and fall of my chest.......oh my god.......it's real.......nooooooo.......but wait.......through my tears......i see a sign......a person...standing off in the distance........i move closer, now able to read the sign...."I Love You J-1006"......
i do my best to hold back a few tears, my wife, standing there in the maid uniform i locked her into many days before, now hoping she finds a way out of it....i'm sorry my Love, please forgive me......i try to say.....but to the outside world.....i may as well have been a moving black obsidian statue.....this helmet hides all......
i reluctantly said goodbye, for now, to my wife.....kissing her, hoping to convey my sorrow at having comitted a crime that resulted in this path for me....i said good bye to Shi and Pet (i'm sorry for how this hurts you Pet.... i really am) and was led into the facility by Operator Sabra...
********************************
stepping out of the elevator, i was confronted by what seemed an everyday office......little did i know what lay in store for me once i was inside.......Operator Sabra led me inside, checked over my court papers.....and then le......
********************************
....i rouse from sleep, feeling very naked, with a strange feeling at the back of my skull, something stuck to my scalp, which i realise is bare, i am completley bald...NOOOOoooooooo.....i silently scream....what have the done to me.....
********************************
Operator Sabra, now with a vox attached talks to me, informs me of the basic rules of banishment...i listen intently, commiting them to memory, hoping that i do not forget them......WHAT???.......time can and most likely will be added to my sentence, no, no..that can't be......i sob inside the helmet that is covering my head, just another faceless, non-descript bane to the rest of the world.....
********************************
Operator Sabra takes me back down the the release area.....i hear her say something...."Custodian J-1006, initiate full protocols" and everything changes.......just like that, jesse Folland no longer exists......this bane is now known as J-1006 and only that untill such time as it's sentence of banishment is complete...
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i turn around, trying to talk to Operator Sabra......nothing......no sign that i even am breathing apart from the rise and fall of my chest.......oh my god.......it's real.......nooooooo.......but wait.......through my tears......i see a sign......a person...standing off in the distance........i move closer, now able to read the sign...."I Love You J-1006"......
i do my best to hold back a few tears, my wife, standing there in the maid uniform i locked her into many days before, now hoping she finds a way out of it....i'm sorry my Love, please forgive me......i try to say.....but to the outside world.....i may as well have been a moving black obsidian statue.....this helmet hides all...... we stand there, looking at each other, i nod to her, blow her some kisses from my blank, faceless bane helmet....hoping that she knows i will always be there with her.....then, i leave......not wanting to hurt her anymore......i find a place very special to me......to us......and stay there, contemplating what it is i let myself in for when choosing banishment over a regular jail cell......well......i have a fair while to think about it...............
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