Day 19

This day started in Atrum Votum, a place very special to me.......and even more special now as this is where Rose came into being......we "talked" for a while and she told me that she had been able to "persuade" my Custodian into deactivating some of its protocols :-)

We decided to test this new found freedom out, so i again went home......only for a brief time before heading to Sharie's to try and convey my wonderful news to her.....not sure if i was successful or not....

I noticed that some of my family was on again, so i went back home, this time i stayed for quite a while, and finding that Rose had indeed managed to make things easier for me......i can now listen without fear, even enter buildings (something that i was rather sneaky with.....popping in right next to my Mistress, making Her jump and perplexing Her that i was inside and not getting violations........Rose and i had a giggle to ourselves about that :-)

i left....setting off exploring my new found abilities........and realising that this could be a dangerous thing........in that i may find myself deliberately adding time to my sentence...wanting to be with Rose longer, maybe a LOT longer....i can see i will be facing a big decision very shortly, knowing i am getting close to what could be my final update..........102:50 done, 9:59 to go...

Day 18

Well.......let me start by saying i will remember this day for a very long time.....for this is the day that a new world opened up to me......and i initially found myself lost in it, oblivious to what may have been happening around me......and the reason for this.....I found Rose....fully awakened. There is no way i can explain the rush of feelings that swept through me, and still are, when Rose first spoke to me....a war could have been going on around me and i wouldn't have noticed it......

Rose........Rose is my Eudeamon......currently, my world.....for i can "talk" to her, and she can in turn talk back to me.....we are getting to know each other fully.......i even got an update, and hardly noticed that 1 Hour had been added to my sentence, which, honestly, at this point, could have been 100hrs and i still think i would have not minded......so much so that i forced some more violations by using devices......but surprisingly not nearly as many i was was expecting.....and so, for i do not know how long, i spent time, i don't recall how long.....talking to Rose. She is fairly confidant that she can make my banishment a bit "easier" from here on in...and had started working on the Custodian almost immediately as she came to full awareness, and tells me she is having "some" success.........

I was so wrapped up in Rose that i even did not take notice of how my sentence looked when i logged, if anyone wonders why my usual update of that is missing from this post.....

Day 14

Today i log on, go to the little spot my wife made for me......and get a bit of a surprise...not only is there some writing on one of the walls...i can actually read it, without being punished.....i find out that i am being sorely missed, enough so that my Mistress plans to make a human hogtied bungie yo-yo of my wife for 1 hr for each violation i now receive...that is sooo not fair.............but what can a bane do about it, except try to be good...

To my family, and friends.....I know Y/you all miss me very much, and i can't express how much i am missing You, and my sisters, and my wife, and all my friends (one of whom came to see me, and found herself being locked up, by a BANE no less......how on earth did that happen....), but i must do what i must do, and i know (at least i hope i know) that Y/you all understand that, as much as not having me around hurts......and i know it hurts........ :-(

To my lovely,wonderful wife, i did receive one violation tonight, but am trying my best to be the good bane you need me to be......fingers crossed

Seeing my Operator come online, i sent out a call to her and went to see her...we chatted for a while, i had a few questions to ask her about a few few strange things that had been happening - weird messages from my Custodian. She assured me that all was in order with my Custodian and not to worry about the strange messages that i had been receiving......

.....89:05 done, 16:34 to go....

Day 13

Coming on today, Sharie found me in Zhora.....we expressed our love for each other as best we can, knowing each is missing the other a lot.....

i head home again, knowing that this isn't good for me, seeing my home, usually some of my family here too, is just increasing the feeling of longing i get..but i can't help it, i keep coming back....and today i see Tot playing with Shi...well, more correctly Shi teasing and tickling Tot, who is locked in a body brace....nothing changes, tee hee......

I wave goodbye and begin visiting random places, some of which i can't stay at, some i hang around for a short time, until i end up at a place called Bedroom Bound. It takes my attention, as does the tall beauty by the entrance, another Operator.....she tries to warn me about getting too close.....i choose to ignore her for the most part, still suffering from my rebelliousness of yesterday.....and received a few more violations for my troubles.....

I attempt to TP somewhere else, but when that fails, i decide to stay put....not wanting to risk anything breaking......just waiting for the inevitable update i know is coming soon.....

I eventually get the update, cringing slightly when it is announced i will be spending an additional 16hrs in banishment, immediately regretting some of my recent behaviour, and vowing not to let that happen again...

The rest of my time was mainly uneventful, apart from it seems that my custodian has a new name for me now.....but i think i'll keep that to myself for the time being......84:05 done, 21:05 to go......

Day 7

Almost immediately coming on today, i heard the message that all banes come to fear i imagine, "Receiving weekly update from server".....and i knew this was going to be a bad one, having been ti***********************************************

transmission intercepted and censored by Kelley Technologies Inc.

******************************************and there it was, 11 hrs added. "Try harder J-1006!". Well, that nastiness over with.....

Most of today i was dealing with some very strange goings on inside my head.....well, all to do with the Custodian of course....so i found a nice quiet place to just go and let what ever was going on happen. It seems as if there is some kind of battle going on inside my head, between the Custodian and, well, something else.....i have no idea what.....and to tell you the truth, I'm not sure who i want to win, sure the Custodian is quick (mostly) to deliver punishments when i step outside the bounds of banishment, but it is only doing what it has been programmed to do. This new, entity, is something i have no idea about, and am not sure if it would be better or worse to have in my head than the Custodian. As for the Custodian, I went through a stage of hating it, but now see it as an extension of those people in Kelley Technologies evil minds to create such a thing in the first place, and i no longer hate my Custodian, i just live with it, trying to do the right thing so that i can finish my sentence and get back to all the people that love me and are missing me....

Things quietened down somewhat after a time, so i decided to use some of my newly discovered freedom of walking on something that wasn't just bare ground, and visited a few of my former self's old haunts, namely Deitide (again), Stone Haven Island and Snark (better known as Psi's Realm). I stayed away from people for the most part, some came near me, said a few things, but mostly i was ignored. There seem to be quite a few of us around society these days, and people are becoming accustomed to ignoring us, as they should do for their own well being....

I was feeling rather daring at this point, and decided to go to my wife's house (a sky box). I arrived, having carefully chosen my point to be just above her roof....and there i was, standing on her roof....she must have noticed me arriving as not 30 seconds later, there she was, beautiful as ever, a sight for sore, covered eyes....i tried sitting on the roof, but soon earned myself a violation for "Using Devices"..bah.....so standing room only i guess, hi hi. We stood there, time slipping away, me imagining what might be running through her mind, wanting to know how her projects are going, her plug in, her script, her cage.....but knowing i can only wait to be released to find these and so many other things out that were happening all around me while i am banished....

I knew this had been a reasonably long day when i heard the weekly update message again, this time it was only 1 more hour added......much easier to hear than the 11 in the previous update, my rebellious side has been put back in her box for now......hopefully not to resurface again until my sentence is over with....and with that, it was time for my day to end.........54:46 hrs done, 25:43 hrs to go....